And now I'm caught in a Dread Lock, Cause if Marleys to be believed then "None but ourselves can free our minds" But am I myself? Am I being deceived by mine? Mixed signals being received by mine. tells me I'm fine, But what if I'm not? I'm scared to stop. In possession of past lessons I'm scared to stop. But I'm lost Paths hidden But I tread on Scared to stop. Shadows thought ridden Stalk me. Turn round? I dare not, scared to stop. Can I control it this time? Doubt chimes. Cornerstone of my downfall Is doubts chime. I'm Running out of time Running I fall in slow motion Tidal wave of emotion about to hit But am I fit to deal with it? Last time I drowned in it. Swallowed me up for years I Disappeared Overshadowed by fears In despair I'd sit. Can I beat it this time? Defeat it this time? Or will my life be on repeat For all time? Will I find I'm Confined to a mind I cannot control? Emotions take hold. Frozen to the spot But I'm scared to stop! I'm scared to stop Cause if I do IT might catch me up...