They speak with such hostility towards my goals But they're just simply non believers I stand on top of my sentences with promise and I don't play games Despite me having a hard time speaking I come off as slow but I'm simply moving too fast For someone who is in complete denial of what I have to say I take pity on those I have hurt Because I wish I was able to be the only one who was hurt Too many scratches inside my soul The Angels couldn't recruit me to protect their threshold until I healed my wounds But the heart resides and looks for shelter Two actions at once I'm a man trying to revert the dagger that I didn't see coming This blockade of sadness is forthcoming I must subsidize my qualms and dry my palms I have too much soot on my hands I must clean myself before I can be transparent again