Don't tell me about bad habits Because you're the bad habit I could've lived without Don't act like you know me Because after all this time I still wish I never knew you Don't tell me about the future I could've had with you Because our past saw no future
This toxic relationship that we had filled my body with the lava of liquid waste Blood And now, I feel like I am suffocated With the fumes of your polluted mindset of us When in reality its Me and You Separated by only one word Present
Like twins or an untitled man Our relationship was an abomination to the gods A curse to the earth and all that was us, was doomed My gullibility, was my downfall-like the people of Babylon Who were selfish and wanted pride-I cut my own wounds and poured coarse salt into them I still have to wet a cloth with burning spirits And hide these scars and painful bruises Because even though you never touched me(which is what i really wanted) I feel like people can see through me
This toxic relationship that we had made the green-eyed monster real inside of me And now I will live my life thinking that there is nothing truthful about being a man When in reality, it was you Me, I didn't choose the right man
Thinking that you were my:Even in the rain I would hold the umbrella for you babe When in reality you were my:Shut up *****, I told you I'm sorry
Like an ancient sarcophagus You were the shape of callousness With an outer beauty of humanity And you showed me confidence Built my self-esteem But like Rudy said:When confidence hits the ground it echoes, like sin in a room full of God
But a God I did not know You were my one true deity I felt like I was in a paradise A place called heaven And to me, hell was just a rumour But all the time you were here I didn't realise that every night I slept beside the devil
Would it be right to say I miss who I thought you were Or more accurate to state that I never knew you
Posting stuff I wrote a while ago, because I changed my account (Kaybelow Basbee Dow) Thanks Wrote this because my then 'man of my dreams' is a liar