Here I stand shocked, I forgot your birthday, I thought the day wouldn't come, That I went without thinking of you, That my life wouldn't revolve, Around you.
I've grown just so much, That I don't rely on you, To make my choices for me, To control what I say or do.
I am alive and I am me, And nothing you have done, Could have changed my core, My essence, my very being. I am not yours.
I am happy now, And finally free, From your grasp, From the grip you had on me.
Thank you, For teaching me how to love, And thank you, For teaching me to move on.
To Nick. The best first boyfriend a girl could have asked for, one that would inadvertently teach her to not put up with someone obsessed with controlling her. For being loving despite everything I didn't know. I can't believe you're 20, and I forgot.