Everyday I reserve a moment
to picture you
to imagine us
to feel your heart
which I know well is
still embedded into my own
I'm aware these few moments of my day can lead to nothing
but troubles, & heartache
because when I open my eyes
you're there
god knows where
& I'm here, nowhere
When I stop to think about why I still take my time to think about you
I can only come up with the reasoning that I still love you
I always will love you
even now, six months later
after the damage is done
after the tears have fallen for so long
I'm worried they may have seeped their way into my heart
Even with the knowledge
of the gut wrenching
heart altering pain
our love brought into my
all dancing and daisy life
even past the break,
the moment I knew the love of my life was never
coming home
I would do it all again
over & over & over
&over
again
just for a taste of that sensation
of us
lying barely clothed wrapped in your embrace
for just a glimpse of
your abysmal brown eyes
for a minuscule moment
of our epic love story
I just thought you should know
there's never regrets in this hallow hallway of my heart
only stubborn love
that grasps at a chance
for one more try

As you believe that everything will fall to its place
So I do
I believe that you'll come back one day
and realize that
I'm madly, deeply in love with you
I believe that in the deepest part of my soul that
No matter what challenges might carry us apart
We will always find our way back to each other.

I was your shelter
Where you can rest placidly and peacefully without having any doubt
Where you can complain everything that happening in this world
Where you can express your feelings
Where you can rest your head on my chest
and feel my heartbeat that sounds like your name

I realized it was only for awhile
The joy, tears and happiness we have shared together
Those days are now gone
And I'm alone again like an abandoned shelter
Empty inside but filled with memories
Waiting for someone who is worth it
To clean up the mess and make it like home again
Just like the way you did before.

I was lost
Until you showed me way back home
Into your warm and strong arms.