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phoebe fructuoso Oct 2018
who would love a girl like me
a girl that has always been struggling to be free
yes she’s fun, she’s crazy, but that just masks her anxiety
peace is a word that’s long gone and missing from her dictionary
phoebe fructuoso Sep 2018
verbal abuse always had been a ruse
words exploding like a bomb, she never tried to control the fuse

it’s a never ending struggle
like an unsolvable puzzle

the missing piece is buried deep under levels of pride and mental disability
- it caused my instability

and from it I was never really free.
phoebe fructuoso Jun 2018
I do not owe anyone anything.

Do not disrupt my long overdue peace of mind,
I owe myself happiness.
Never fall in love with a poet
for their words are sometimes lies
on occasions they're a shield
on occasions a disguise

They will take you on a journey
upon which they bare their soul
in a bid to ease your burdens
in a bid to make you whole

But in every word they choose
for the stories that they tell
lies a little piece of heaven
and a little piece of hell

Tormented souls we poets are
sometimes quite broken and despaired
in search of lost expressions
missed by others who once cared

Never fall in love with a poet
unless you're prepared to share their pain
to hold them close on the darkest nights
over and again
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phoebe fructuoso Apr 2018
Art to me, is a release.
Music keeps the peace when I’m in pieces
I dance to express, not impress
and I write - to destress.

They say poets are either sad or in love
and it’s true, I write poems
about people
who may never even read them.

I write about different stories
and different phases of my life
each one is basically a diary entry
- because this, this is for me.

When I write,
I am honest with myself
it is a form of self-help
it helps me figure out what I feel,
it also helps me heal
I get my emotions out,
and I realize the things
I’m too afraid
to
say
out
loud.
phoebe fructuoso Apr 2018
"Forever" is just a concept.

I've accepted the fact that we live in a hookup generation where *** got easy and love got harder to find.

At my age and as of the moment, I'm tired of games.
I'm a hopeless romantic but I'm a realist too.

I don't date expecting "forever" .....a shot at it, sure.
But it's a definite maybe.

What I do expect though, is something worthwhile.
Someone I can grow with and from thereon, we have yet to see.
I'm just here realigning my chakras & focusing on my priorities. I'm open to anyone who would want to join me but I'm not stressing on finding company.
phoebe fructuoso Apr 2018
I badly need an escape, a sweet surrender
from all the madness
but its all idle

...and I hate feeling stuck.
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