“I’m sorry”
I was told to apologize to everyone
I indeed should apologize to the whole world
Even though I did not steal anything from anyone,
I have never killed a man,
I do not have any criminal records,
But I shall apologize
Why shall I?
Because I am a Muslim,
And the world is not accepting me for who I am
Scapegoat, bigot, riot.

HAHAHA
BOOHOOHOO
You made me laugh
You turned me blue
HAHAHA
BOOHOOHOO
Please wake me up
From this disquietude

He came to my life in adagio
He was very minor,
As minor as the D minor chord
All thoughts on death
He was depressed
But his passion for music kept him alive

Despite having a depressed life,
He perfected my life
He made me a song
He always listens to me
He knew I loved poetry
And so he tried to be interested in one
He's very romantic
While I'm very anti-romantic
I could only give him this poem as a gratitude
Not quite a poem
Rather, a confession
I wanted to hug him so bad,
But distance was separating us

The first time he said 'hi' to me
I already knew he likes me
He chased me
But he didn’t know that I’ve loved him before
He didn’t know that we’ve met before
He won’t know me
But I knew him
And I don’t want him to know that we’ve met before
But I will never forget the face I saw two years ago

I hope I could be your depression remedy
I hope we could meet (again)
I hope you will always be happy
I knew you'll come to Istanbul for me
Thank you
Thank you.

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Love is like a game
You should know the instruction to understand
You should “XOXO” - like in Tic-Tac-Toe
You should mind your words - like in Scrabble
You should know your moves - like in Chess
You shouldn’t make mistakes too often - like in Hangman
You should complete each other - like in Jigsaw Puzzle
You should never cheat
But love,
Love wasn’t meant to be played

Hating someone that loves you is the greatest betrayal of all time
Isn’t it?
Disliking someone that cares for you,
****** isn’t it?
Zero appreciations were given,
Heartless isn’t it?
Disparaging an admirer,
Who the **** are you?

You never asked me to love you
You do not want me to love you
So what? I’m a rebel
Now that I have left you -
You missed me,
You begged for pardon

Betrayal is it?
I do think so
That’s what I felt
And I am not talking about my love to a boy
It is to a man -
My father
And so I understand why mama left you
Adios Padre,
I’m happier with my mama
As well as my new father