systems overflowing
theres another breakdown
nothing seems to be working
restart, restart, restart




but i can’t
i’m sinking in my own solitude
smiles hurt me more than words
grey clouds sink abysmally
over my vessel
it’s decayed, useless
throw it away
i’m done.

Turkish eye
You are tied to my heart
Like psychedelics
You take me away

Asters grow from my mind
When I breathe you in
Deep almond eyes
Enchant, liberate my purpose

Testosterone infused trains come and go
The vitamin my life depends on
I can't let you go
I'm married to your existence

Memories together intertwined
Like Yin and Yang
Moments of passionate youth
Honey and Bees

You are my idol
I gift you my heart
Sweet plague
I love you

romances with cigarette boys
enchanting, they play like toys
i, i become blind to the noise
but
my heart left caged- just a bunch of alloys

she didn't ask for this
respiration of solitude
echoes of thoughts
spiral- ****

everything yearns for him
an addiction, a habit, a content dervish

he's my sad life

please. pass my heart a knife

spare me sick sympathies
he wants her, not she

i wither
the words of Lady Lazarus strong but bitter
I rise with my brittle hair
and
I eat men like air.