Victoria Jennings

Mar 2022

Flame

Do you miss him?
Yes
Do you love him?
With all my heart
Do want to be with him?
Sometimes
So you'll talk to him again?
No, never

#love #complex #heart #hurt #heartbreak #pain #protect

Victoria Jennings Mar 2022

Forever and now

He holds me
And he tells me I'm perfect
Just the way I am

He kisses me enough
To cover every cut I've ever made on
my body

Hugs me enough to comfort any painful words that have ever rung in my ears

He is the other half of myself in every way I didn't know possible.

"You're everything I never knew I always wanted" -Fools rush in

Victoria Jennings Mar 2022

Bonded

I dreamt of you again

Just like I've done a million times before

And I awoke

Remembering your face

And wondering...

How do I break a bond

A trauma bond

One that convinced me
Mind, body and soul that I needed you

How do I take control of my dreams

So I never have to dream of you again.

Victoria Jennings Feb 2022

Half Love Story

I loved you enough to ruin myself

You loved me enough to ruin me too.

Victoria Jennings Jan 2022

Forbidden Desires

I am starving
And you are an apple just out of reach

I know each bite would be juicy and sweet

I am cold
And you are the furry blanket I left behind

I know if I had you I would be warm

I am unsatisfied

You would bring me the most satisfaction.

Always wanting what I can't have. Just day dreams.

Victoria Jennings Jan 2022

Lust Lost

I want the excitement

The titillation I felt whenever I felt your hand touch me

The passion behind every kiss
And the desire in each breath

I miss the lust more than I miss you.

Victoria Jennings Dec 2021

Cemented

Every part of me is cracking

And I just don't have enough cement to cover up the holes

I can feel myself breaking more each day and there is nothing that can mend me

Only memories that damage me more.