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Diadema L Amadea Sep 2019
ada suatu keadaan,
dimana aku bertingkah aneh
yang disusul kerutan bingung alismu.


aku malu namun senang dalam sekejap waktu.



dan aku rindu keadaan itu.






tidak.






aku rindu kamu.
tp o'ong.


gadeng.


benewan.
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tuhkan bener ....

........

nanti .....


tapikan.....

....


gimana **** ini......



.........




aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
terjun ae guis :))))))
Diadema L Amadea Sep 2019
sayup sayup
'ding ding'
terlihat, saya terkejut
segera, saya melaju

buru buru
'ding ding'
diam, saya kira membisu
terpaksa, saya masuk


gusti.

tadi itu sangatlah manis
sudah diperbolehkan, terimakasih.
hayo kalian pasti nebak nebak apa
Diadema L Amadea Sep 2019
'fah masa bla bla bla bla.. bangsct.'

'cowo emang bangsct lu..
santuy, kita juga harus bangsct.'






begitulah
percakapan dua gadis
belum bisa bercakap dengan manis
di sela sela kuliah siang
sembunyi bunyi dari pengawasan sang dosen
terhalang dua ruang kelas


pertanyaannya :
satu, apakah semua laki laki seperti itu ?
dua, apakah kami berdua harus ikut seperti itu ?




ya betul sekali, dua pertanyaan tadi sangatlah retoris.

pastilah jawabannya...








tentu.










gakdeng, saya berusaha melawak saja.

dan untuk kamu, semoga tidak seperti itu ya sayang.
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i want to watch it
not mean anything
for in a way
that's all it can ever mean
same old doubts
the same old streets
same old conker
on a new fcking thing


i want to watch it
not mean anything
if it means that
i'll never have to think again
in painful vain i attempt to ascertain
i do wonder every now and then



i want to watch it
not mean anything
cause in a way
that is everything-all it can ever be
for all that the eye can see:
ice caps that we don't even notice are melting

This coup
A new nation
Loyal dedication
Its classification

‘Species procreation’
Prevents us from facing
A human cessation
selective mutation
Gestation
Creation

It may help explaining
The reasons
Behaving
But not the foundation
Or actions
We’re basing


A simplification
is “continuation”
A checkbox
left vacant
Fulfillment
We’re chasing


We sweat
Eyes are gazing
A slight
palpitation
In need of hydration
Complete excitation
Without
hesitation
Intense stimulation
Deep urges
Heart racing

Driven
By sensations


Unbounded fixation
Pelvic
Undulations
Clothing
Perforations
Time no longer wasting

This capitulation
a Sanctification
****** gyrations
Hint of *******


The bedroom
Safe haven
For what
we are craving
Once out
and displaying

It all had been taken
Before
Feeling vacant
Freed imagination
A resuscitation
Indulged depravation

A rhythm
we’re setting
The giving and getting
Destroying
the bedding

All else I’m forgetting
Entwined
with each other
Like entangled netting
Both
on the same trip
In a unified heading


Now comes
the summation
A true
Revelation
Final
culmination
Smash all expectations
Volcanic
eruption

That lasts the duration
Loud gasp
We unlock

Filled with gratification
Written: July 8, 2018

All rights reserved.
  Sep 2019 Diadema L Amadea
HaleyBoo
The hardest thing I’ve ever had to do?

It wasn’t letting you go.

That was difficult though, to swallow my pride and wear a smile to hide the fact I’m not okay.

Oh no, the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do? Was finally admit to myself the truth.

It was admitting that you were never mine to begin with.
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