Bummed
picking up the crumbs
People grown numb
all craving green thumbs
No one is abundant as the fed who sits atop
the heaping pile of people who are slowly reaping crops

Separated
wrongly legislated
Segregate and weaken
before unties peaking
Some will see the lies
others live their lives
Without batting eyes
toward a kins demise

Another one who's babbling of peace and unity
cumbersome is life when your unchained untruly free
My eyes were tightly shut
but even then i felt
As if the cards at hand
where incorrect when dealt..

Spent his time gazing into space
depression has no weight nor a hight nor a face
Thinking of a place where he could nestle that was warm
growing quite familiar with his demons by the swarm
Invited them to eat with him as loneliness had grown
invited them to stay with him for empty was his home
Nothingness was common in the center of his flesh
issues were his homies bringing multitudes of stress
Feeling type inadequate among the happy folk
many saw these problems as a giggle or a joke.

To love is to risk loss
to risk loss is bravery
Being brave is sometimes dumb
being dumb is infrequently worth it
Continue lossing you'll feel like ****
feeling like **** will leave you slumped
In a slump from getting dumped
issues of a first world chump..
To love is to open wide
to let someone you trust inside
When indoors they'll see your flaws
Pick the better gifts of yours
leave the shoddy ones behind
if they find you do not shine
why the **** did they come inside
now your dull ? they are blind
throw their poison far behind..
What do you all do when loneliness consumes your mind..?

How could i not see
the distance separating from a love that couldn't be
Was nice ;
extending overwhelming pay a price
Payed it out in segments wasn't one with much ice
think twice ;
Maybe three four five
trust issues grow seems the longer he's alive
They thrive ;
invisible to all besides himself
Manifest inside coerce degrading of his health...

Heart bruised
very few to lose
Why so grim you are not in damaged shoes
my souls ;
However should have long been replaced
head unfitting for the mask on my face
Path type rigid on the floor stayed the poor
tell you not to feed em
They'll come and ask for more..

Emptied pockets for the weak as im hallow too
Smacked his sun outa sight nice follow through
dont let grief open wide or it swallows you
End up like me missing hair follicles..

If i die inside my mind ;
there will be no corpse to leave my family behind
Trailing just before me are the monkeys on my back
eating all the crumbs from my mouth i couldn't pack..

This new terrain is dark
the sun hasn't won since my being isn't stark
Often times running in a circle from the past
the last could be first but in line they were passed..

Threw his heart like fast ball
bad call sitting very high on his last straws...
Nothing really changed ;
continued broken cycle
His fortitude deranged

Why bring pain on yourself like that
better to have loved than have just sat back
Cookie crumble crumbs didn't feel very filling
arms outstretched to embrace empty feelings...

Usually he saw very far in the path
lately lacking nourishment his eyesight has passed
Crutch grown weary as the burden grows more
flower full bloom turned to an eye sore..

It seems i cant escape
sleep would overtake wake and still it devastates
Depression ;
crushes me with marvelous aggression
Feast for the beast find me deep in its digestion...

Never did i see
the sun shine on me as i sat beneath a tree
Shady ;
victory thrown like Tom brady
Pride chopped off like umbilical on babys...

Lazy summer days
sorrow acrobatic
It set his mind a blaze  
tryed to find comfort in a sister softer soul
Left his heart contorted
for every bridge a toll
I guess ;
usually he'd cross and watch it burn  
Trying very hard to not forget the lessons learned..