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Nemo W Dec 2016
Walking around in mist
the forest, now an ocean.
So deep, so frightening.
The creatures invite me in,
so i go.

The ocean is red.
Why is it red?
Dazed, i look around.
Holding my breath.
Scared.

When i look down, i know.
All the faded, healed marks-
they're now open and gushing.
Such a beautiful scarlet.
So horribly lovely.

Why didn't i notice?
Why didn't it hurt?
I'm freaking out?
Is this my end?
Why?
Nemo W Dec 2016
Madame Darkness,
Why does your ***** press hard against mine?
Why does your word linger in my ear?
Why does your fingers trace shapes on my heart?
Why do you taint my eyes so that i might not see?
Why do you laugh at my struggle yet coddle me when i obey?
Why does your love fall upon me?
Why must it be me?

I wish for love- true
but not from the Queen of Night.
Nemo W Dec 2016
The ***** that lies inside is tainted.
Pulsing black ink through my every vein.
Intoxicating my brain - unholy being.
Obsidian eyes.
I will breathe plague.
My only friend is shroud.
Skin so cracked from the dry and cold.
Crashing into Angels.
I am a Demon.
Nemo W Dec 2016
Emotions are chemicals.

Are we drawn up simply by scientific means?
Do we actually control ourselves?
Can we have a say of what resolves in our own minds?

Dopamine,Oxytocin,Serotonin.
This is what determines your happiness and sadness.

Are we simply masses of cells that are just dying to live?
Do we really have a clue what living is?
We are cells, tissues, chemicals.

Is that it?
Can this be all?
Can fate be determined by your efficiency in creating
and releasing these chemicals?
Nemo W Dec 2016
Crunch, gnaw, slurp, gulp, grinding.

Disgusting.

Why must we sustain by eating other organisms?
Our body lusts for sustenance.
Disturbingly obscene.

We mash what we have into tiny parts to be swallowed,
and dissolved in the acid of our abdomen.
We glutton and hoard what we don't need much of,
indulging in what we should view as sad.

We envelop too much and that sustenance once used to sustain,
is depleting our life battery, our mass grows making us not accepted by our own kind.

The process is foul,nauseating,gruesome.

Is this why i hate eating?
Nemo W Dec 2016
There she is,
Sitting on the steps of the back porch.
It's the time of day when birds head home to nest,
the sun is dying down- a candle burnt to wick.
She's all alone, staring at the tree that rustles softly in the wind.
It would be quiet, except that the music in her headphones-
Blaring.
She's crying.
Droplets of feeling sliding down her face.
Her sobs make hardly a sound, yet her eyes are full of the deepest sadness.
Even on a beautiful night like this, she weeps.
It's been like this for years.
Crying, sobbing, weeping.
It's all the same.
The sadness surrounds her.

To her the world is a blur.
nothing has meaning, she tries everything.
Anything to feel something other than sadness.
The knife holds no threshold over the absolute sorrow,
yet she can find solace in it.
It won't be long until death takes her, or an even more forceful
human family pushes to help her.
She's dangling by a thread,
but human morality won't let her cut that last string.
Nemo W Dec 2016
spun sweet
but mislead is she
******* up and spitting out
her life'
watching the falling leaves
tears streaming
heart aching
simply wishing to be free

heart true
but look how blue
wandered and lost
her smile
stretched far and few
love losing
strength fading
wanting something new
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