currently wishing
my uber driver would shut the **** up for half a minute
I just want to listen
to Joy Division
in silence;
with nothing
but the pressure
of my inescapable apathy
please shut up;
I really don't care
that two children were hit
by a tractor trailer this morning,
only a bit jealous.
I never thought I'd meet
someone as lonely as me,
but the continual conversation
that you regurgitate
proves otherwise.
I wish I could be
taken out
by a tractor trailer -
at this point,
I'll settle for anything.
uh-huh
yeah
really
no way
I feel as though this trip
is a metaphor
for my waking life:
just a blur of scenery
flying by,
while a stranger
makes noises at my depression -
and I just,
uh-huh
yeah
really
no way
I hate how
I hate everything
hate
how lonely I am
how regardless
of who
surrounds me,
comforts me,
loves me,
I still feel like I'm alone
welcome to the void