I am running away
something is trying to hunt me like a pray
she sunk her claw deep into my heart
pulled it out and ate it as her treat
I turn cold and watch her eat while my heart beats
I beg for Mercy but she continues killing softly.
As my soul leaves my body I watch from a distance
a woman that i once know turn into a beast.
Scratch marks covering me head to toe.
My Body and soul becomes numb
The pain of your love is cutting me deeper that the pain over my body.
the blood in my veins engrave  your name  on the floor.
I rewind my mind about each moment that you said I love you
The moment were your thought is stuck in the corners of my mind.
Your like a ghost haunting my brain.
I become a puppet in your hands.
As I sink deep in the darkness, I look into your eyes.
I cry tears and realize that the love that I emptied on you has gone with no return.
You look at me with those cold eyes and laugh me off.
I ask myself how can my love warm the heart of the beast.
A loving kiss that touches you lips in all passion  rushes through your body like a boomerang.
She wakes up from the darkness to see the light.
but its too late as my corps lies there with the wounds all open.
My spirit fly's to the sky with the hope to have soften the beats heart more earlier.
If no boundaries were surrounding their love.
If she would allow me to love her unconditionally.
But it is too late.
as i ascend to meet my creator I say to you I love you a love that flows with no end.
I hope you move on with someone that can continue loving you with a stronger frequency than I do.

A security who I am
That's all I am they say
something came my way
A woman that blew me away
I confessed my love and asked for her hand.
She felt my love but looked at me with the tears in her eyes.
I can't marry you as long as you are a security guard.
although I felt the hurt of the words.
I felt these words cut me like a knife.
My dreams started to flow.
A world that me and you live in and nobody knows.
Where nothing matters but two souls that are intertwined with each other.
A world where love has no limits.
I feel my soul getting ****** in your eyes.
I am lost every time I look at you.
The pain of moving on is eating me inside.
You face is engraved in my heart.
The way you talk carry's me away in a fairy tale road
Before I say goodbye I want to say.
If I was breathing my last breath
I would dedicate to you.
As  I leave you now
I want you to remember that what ever happens our love will never break.
so dry those tears and let my love fill  you soul.
Love you nino till the day My soul travels to space and until then my soul will still be a part of you.

What a world I live In
A world so free
A new version of me.
The wind breeze running through the leaves of the trees.
The sun  reflecting its light on the blue sea
What a wonderful world.

Happiness filling your heart
Feeling the life that has a start but no end
your spirit touching the other in complete passion.
Forget the pain and suffering and live your life
God created you to withstand the pain and fell the joy from within

Love for the sake of loving
Give for the sake of living
Absorb the Hate of people and turn it into flowers that bloom
When you get closer You get hit by its beautiful essence
Make me love and make my love reach each soul that need to feel free.
I love all the world as I love myself.
Spread the love.

i swear
but i'll sleep under your bed if you'll let me &
eat the dust in the crawl space between your kitchen walls
when you're entertaining guests &
only come out when they're in another room
or you ask me to

i'm not stalking you
i swear
i'm actually on this ladder fixing your neighbor's gutter
yes this same spot has been damaged for three years
& deserves a complex solution arrived at by
strenuous deliberation

i'm not stalking you
i swear
i'm not wearing the cologne you bought your ex
for christmas last year & threw out
into the aluminum trashcan six months ago
because that ******* didn't appreciate you
like i could

i'm not stalking you
i swear
i don't know how your mail gets mixed up with mine
at least twice a week the postman must be dyslexic
& also trade his mailbag with the guy who delivers mine
for five dollar bribes

i'm not stalking you
i swear
it's just funny we go to the same dentist &
you have such white teeth my mother would love
you if only for them

i'm not stalking you
i swear
this idea hasn't been growing in my brain since
i was an innocent boy spurting his essence into
a gym class knee high sock at night after
watching baywatch reruns

i'm not stalking you
i swear
i don't spend my days wondering if i should get
****** piercings
because you seem like the type to enjoy them

i'm not stalking you
i swear
i walk home this way too but instead
of a third floor elevator ride in a gated community
on the next block i'll continue three more blocks
west take the train back south four miles & finish
cutting through alleys for another mile until i
arrive at my own cellar apartment

it's not out of my way
i don't mind taking an alternative route

i'm not stalking you
i swear
but your cheekbones are stealing my sleep
& when i do dream you turn your ***
toward me not in surrender but
defiance that vicious
dilated ******* and heavy flesh
taunting me in my own
fleabed forever

There are some things
that are poetry without ink.
Such as a sunrise and sunset,
with amber rhymes of light.
Also, a flowers gentle growing,
as it blooms vibrant vocabulary.
Then there is you,
with flowing cherry wood for hair,
and pearls for eyes.
For you there is no description,
only the whisper of beauty,
written between the lines of poetry
etched in my heart for you.

They say I can't
They say I will not
I am a bamboo tree that resist the howling wind breeze
I am a cactus that survives the hot desert degrees
Can't crack my soul that is hard as steel
All the hateful words trying to break my knees
I feed of hate and to reach the glory I need
You can't break a man who has been beaten down to the highest degree
Rocky Balboa once said that life is not sunshine and roses.
it will beat you down to your knees.
the strongest man will get up and fight to the end time.
I heard this quote more than once till it became a part of me.
The wave will drown anyone who stands in the way of my dreams.
Fight me if you can and i will get my glory even if it means my demise.
I own the elements of surviving failure in order to succeed.
This is me and this is who I am.
Never give up til the day I die.
I have a dead heart that doesn't pump or allow to breath.
Hate me world i will be waiting for the sting of the bees.