as i breath my last breath
as my soul leaves my chest
I stare and wonder is this the end
I remember the life I lived
with all the memories flashing back at me
I remember my mom telling me about this day
about how you should do good and please your God
before there comes a day when there is no coming back
I used to laugh at her and think that she was crazy
but now I realize what she was blabbering about
but now its too late
my body is cold and unable to move
my heart is stopping and my brain is shutting off
The angel of death is calling your time is up
as my soul leaves my body and I get buried in the deep ground
I see my wife's eyes crying and my son staring at me in fear
I try to talk to them but no one could hear
I want to tell my son goodbye and kiss my wife's lips one last time.
I am done and I am gone with no way of coming back.
Death has no mercy as it comes all of sudden knocking on your door.
Make sure you do good before that time apprehends.
Pray to your God to have mercy on  you and forgive you for your sins.
My soul now is floating to the sky to meet its creator and to be decided where my fate would be.

you feel alone
you feel betrayed
no body cares
no body feels
you do a lot
but all they think of is the mistakes that you have done
as they say you give but unfortunately you don't receive
people say you are selfish
they don't know what you are going through
they do mistakes which you give a thousand reasons for
but when it is you its all over from there.
this is what they call friendship
and this is how people think and how people react
they tell you well i tried to solve the problem but I don't want to be apart of it cause i don't want to get in trouble
well its your problem not yours
That's so funny i thought we are in together for better and for worse
its easy to accuse than it is to forgive
we forget the good and hold on to the bad
Allah knows what is in my heart and what i think
this is the only thing i want to please.
my mom, dad and sweat heart you will always be carved in my heart.
forget the others who say they care but don't.

women shout out your names so loud
the world need those voices to be heard
you are not objects to be played or abused
they sing about how you look and what junk you hold
aren't you all about brains and a soul that you behold
aren't you a gift from God that is not made just to treat like something with no heart or brain just an animal to feed and have pleasure with
All I see is singers singing about what a girls body looks like and how she should shake her ****.
Don't they think that it may generate thoughts of abusing her or get ing ***** or shot.
Behind the melodys and the rhymes is words that hurt women and make them feel dead more than alive
Women are a diamond that we should hold on too and protect with hour lives.
We talk about women that way not knowing that they will take over the world someday .
I hope of the world to treat women as equal and as a human with a heart and soul.

As your body touches the ground
And as you rot in the ground
I cover you with the sand
With my soul bleeding
My eyes crying til I became blind
I lost the one I really adored
I find myself falling down the drain
Miss the way you held me close
The way you always tell me everything is ok
Your kiss that always made me smile
You left me with no goodbyes
I suffer everyday looking at your picture that is always haunting my mind
I wish I can see your ghost or your reflection in the clear sea
Wish God could take my soul to be next to you
Tell you that I love you and my heart finds its key again
The thought of you makes me break
So as I am sitting near your grave I say
I love you and I will be waiting for the day I meet you again.

This to a person that I carry so heavy
we fight a lot hate each other that we wanna smash our heads
you are my flesh and blood
we hate each other but yet we get back and love each other
no matter the fights we have nothing can break us apart
we are a rock that stand against the wind and gust
we make a tight band that never budge
I would love if you would sometimes respect what I want you to get rid off
I would love if you would calling me names and say that I am selfish and a fool.
lost of things I do or I sacrifice it is just for you.
I defend you a lot but all you see is the flaws I make
I love you my brother we are more than just flesh and blood
we are more than two people born from the same mother
we are two souls brought to this world to hold each others hand when the time gets rough
we are here to comfort and push each other to the limits that non of us thought we could recover.
I hope brother these words hits you and you can discover
how much you mean to me and that i care about no other
these words I say to you with all my heart and my soul.
and I pray to God may you see what I see and we never drift away
we come a bamboo tree that sways with the wind and never breaks just bends

come and hold my hand
I want to shout out to the living
to show them that i am in love
surround yourself with roses
and shatter them high
it is a start of a new beginning
you close the hole in my soul
and let me breath your essence
I see the fairies are jealous from the beauty they are facing
your eyes shine through my soul
and your love is heaven
I pray to God that you stay forever
and never die alone
your kisses are my passion
and your hugs are my souls delight
you feed me your love and my heart starts pumping
my blood becomes your blood and our hearts beats as one.
God blessed me with your presence and to that I thank
I hold you tight and paint your picture with my blood
your love is running through my veins and making me feel right
your the one and the only women that i will ever have.
your the eternity i wish to be in.
love you with all the tears in my eyes
and my soul never wants to leave your side