If you had an hour to live..
Would you spend that hour saying that an hour isn't enough.

They love you more than they love themselves
They only want what's best for you
They treat you with respect
But toughen you when it's required to
They stress you not because they're punishing you
But because they're worried about you
They sometimes spoil you
Because they love to see you smile
They feed you a meal x3 a day
And buy you your favorite chocolate milk
Which makes you happy to hangout with them
Instead of being with your friends playing video games

But now things changed

You're all grown up
Fussing and screaming all day
Because you don't want to do your homework
You want to play outside with your mates
The moment you walkout from the front door of your home
You're invisible and uncontrollable
With no curfew. You're always late

But things have changed

All of a sudden you're an old man
With a wife, 3 kids and a dog
It's all heavy on your shoulders
Lifting all the weight
Struggling with your work
And then coming back home
To your wife and 3 kids
But it isn't all that great
Cause they constantly cause problems
And dont appreciate your sweat
And that's when you remember
All the days you spent
Being arrogant, selfish and stubborn to your parents
How you raised their heart rate
And raised your voice on them to the highest level
As if you were special
And now you ask yourself "how didn't I notice?"
You were too blind to see
Too cold to feel and
Too deaf to hear
All the struggle your parents went through

But things are now stable

*Wasn't it all worth the wait.

green it is
oxygen it brings
with trees so high
and flowers so colorful
it gives so much
but we return so little
from it we are created
and to it we return
from it we eat
and to it we dissolve
supplies us with life
while we selfishly destroy it with all our might
we can not repay it for all the blessings it gave
the maximum we can do is protect it like we protect our wives
the bees travel between its flowers and produce the honey
that once tasted heals and bring sweat pleasure to your heart and soul
the sea that is a reflection of the blue sky above us
it is so pure it washes the dirt of our body
it gives us piece when we look and satisfaction when we swim in it

i feel confused
i feel the thoughts running like a great wave
i see things that nobody can see
my brain consumes my body
like the tiger consumes its pray
its hunting me down and making my life hell
i am hearing voices that pierces my ears
makes me fall in a dark alley that i can't even scream
get out of my head stop controlling my thought.
i need a cipralex medicine to calm me down
although that maybe no use when my imaginary demon
cuts me limb from limb
through me to the sharks and make me wimp
this dark room i am in has no light within
i will keep fading in its darkness til the bitter end
nothing can save me nothing ever will
not even a psychiatrist with the greatest skill

lock up your doors
shut your windows
its the time to tremble
everyone get ready to die
the angels are coming to take our souls
the world is ending near and there is no sacrifice
the earth is cracking and the volcanoes are flooding
this is the end of the world and fear is all upon us
the mother forgets her daughter and the husband forgets his wife
as we approach our God with our goods and sins
we walk the long path to heaven and hell
you see the crawling people and the people who are falling
lets do good and pray before the dooms day approaches
when there is no savior but the goods you have done and the goods within
hold on tight to the rope that God gave you
to pull you out from the devil and his words of sin

Get up from the dust
get out of your grave
rise up high you have a mission to attain
your not over yet
you still have the time
You may be down
but you didn't loose the fight
Raise your head up
that you can reach the sky
you feel all is gone
but you have alot to prove
dont sit there and wine
dont be weak and accept your fait
be a worioer be a hero
cause thats what you are
and thats what you can become