Uncrowned King

Uncrowned King Nov 2022

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In amidst of my own chaos
A beacon of hope came to light

Too bright that it hurts to look at,
Too hollow to know what it feels like

But, there's this warmth that succumbs my heart
Inch by inch, the feeling feels akin

You make me feel alive and dead at the same time
Maybe tomorrow is another day to try

Uncrowned King Nov 2022

a constellation

You are an untold story. A myth.
A creature that could've existed.

A lot of people tried,
A lot of men pursued

No one came close—
In discovering you.

Uncrowned King Mar 2020

Nie

My love is ominous

You never know,

But it's always there

I am

And forever will be

Loving you

In your deepest

And darkest hours.

Im like the moon

Who creeps out

Just to see your lips

Turn into a crest.

The crisp of your bear naked skin

Is glinting like a spectrum of colors

How can one

Render such beauty

In a world full of messy

Uncrowned King Jul 2019

Scintillate

Lonely as the streets at night
You brought me a hopeful light

You enkindled the moon
And lit the stars for me

Being alone was always a pleasure
But you made me feel as if the world owe me

But it's the other way around
I owe the world for setting you up to me

I have doubted all the things in this world
But you've built another one for me

It isn't the most perfect
But with your touch everything is flawless

My consumed mind with nothing but foolishness
With just one smile you turned everything off

Babe, you are the heaven to my hell
The only thing i would cling to

The only light that i will follow through

I'm becoming reckless
But you are too selfless

It's been a while

Uncrowned King Jul 2018

Nein

She's not made for this world
She deserves nothing but love
But she's already full of it—
She's gold-flowing!
Too soft to be touched,
Too fragile to be held,
And too transparent to be seen.
Her self-love is doubtful
Though she's overflowing with love,
She care too much
For the wrong people
Only if she could see
What she's made of
Only if I could make her see
What her worth is
She could devour her remorse and escape,
Runaway and save herself from this unworthy world
Even if it means not being with me

IT'S BEEN ONE HECK OF A MONTH BUT I'M BACK. SPECIFICALLY MADE FOR A FRIEND WHO'S HAVING A HARD TIME LEARNING TO LOVE HERSELF WOHOO

#selflove #hope #doubts

Uncrowned King Jun 2018

Midnight reverie

All I could hear was silence
And then everything went transparent
Your eyes got me stranded
They're in pain, i can't stand it
You said you were being haunted
By the memories you never wanted
Every word you bled was perfect
Your imperfections has always been worth it

To me

I wish you could understand it
I'm here for you even if I'm unwanted
You doubted
You regretted
You were distracted
I get it
I'm always the least expected
And I know I'll never be wanted

By you

Just a quick write. Just removing words from my head

#depress #deep #dark #unwanted #midnight #thoughts

Uncrowned King May 2018

N.m.

All the madness I have in me
You tamed it graciously

From blue
You turned everything into white

I'm full of hope now
But I still can't find peace

I have been thinking
Maybe you are the missing piece

But it is what it is
You were only here 'cause you needed to

I appreciate you
But you got your eyes on someone else

I don't mind really
Seeing you blissful is enough for me

Like how the moon and the stars
Has always been in the same night sky

But they have never indulged
They're just there to accompany each other

One way or another
There's no such thing as a silver lining

And that made me think
What is meant to happen to us

We're just meant to meet
But never to collide

But I would choose collision instead
I'd rather feel pain than to bleed dead

#hope #peace #depress