The soft silver in a grandma's hair.
The trophy purple of a love bruise.
The blushing pink of just kissed lips.
The unfathomable grey in a lover's eye.

Life gives you the colours.
Assemble your own rainbow.

'I love you', he said. 'But I am not in love with you'.
' Interesting', she said. 'You never bothered to clarify when you were on top of me'.

Sitting by my window pane
Thinking all this pain
Would go away

Tears falling down
Blood dripping in bitterness
The razor shining
That smile broken

Being the laughing stock
Wont make you the better one
It includes pain
Like how you feel, and drained.

I demand to end this life
But them knights keeping me alive
Trying to make me stay
And trying to brighten my day.

I want to thank you all
For making me feel like this
Because without you
My life will be hue.

I am only human
I laugh, I cry
Im hurt at times
I pray, I eat
I do normal things
I sing, I dance
I draw, and have romance

I am only human
I am only human
I breathe I sigh
I fail I try
I am not perfect
because I am only a human.

It's february,
The month of love
Where cupid hits couples
With his heartly arrow.

Couples everywhere,
Dating anywhere,
Having fun here and there,
I wish I had one like theirs.

It's Valentines day,
It's February,
It's the couples month!

Sadly, I got no one.

I remember the time we met, it was my sister's birthday celebration. April 29, 2014, at 8:30PM. You said, "Hi". Never did I knew that that simple greeting would change my life. Days past, and all I did was hold my phone and talk to you. From the morning I wake up, 'till 4AM that i'm still awake. Everyday, this is our routine. I remember you, telling me a story about how your friend thinks that you're crazy about me, as he had never seen you smile like that before. I remember laughing at both of you, me asking him, "Why? You jealous?" I really do hope he was right. After for weeks and weeks that we've talked, I still haven't known a lot of you, but I feel like i've known you for so long, you feeling the same.

But did you really?

Months passed, A picture popped up on the side of my screen. I thought, "Why does he have a poser account?" The guy has the same face, a different picture and a different name. I've felt something inside of me broke. So I've searched, and searched, until I came to the conclusion, the sad truth.

I've confronted you with it, but all you told me are lies. I thought, did you really loved me? Did you really liked me at the start? Did you mean it, when you said you got your reasons for being like that?

I can't really do anything now, do I? All I can do is move on, and forget about you.

Oh, and news flash, I'm still not completely 100% over you.

You already are what you want to become
Time just allows you to see it whenever

We all at times look back at the past to define us
Unconsciously becoming an ever-distant memory
Revived by the constant search for an identity

But what about now?

Where would I really find myself
When I'm constantly hoping to become
And repetatively remembering that I have become?

I'm a human being
Not a human been
Nor a human will be.

I've stopped looking because I am. - Now
and I remember this - Now.
So just BE - Now.