sneeze
cough
trip
plop

what a huge mess
I'm caught up in tangles
all because I must confess
your love has got me strangled

midnight tea stay with me
let me dream away and flee
let me drown in your mug
your hot water is my hug

I crave that deep sleep
or that deep awake
but the the kind of awake
where your mind is asleep

I crave a sense of peace
or a sense of inspiration
but the kind of peace
where were your mind
wanders through your imagination

I crave a great embrace
or just a soft hug
but the kind of embrace
that works like a drug

I crave a spiritual wake
or just a nudge from God
but the kind of wake
that'll heal my heartache

I crave oh how I crave
for God's grace to save

Somedays I can't decide
I want to be absolutely everything.

Other days I can't decide
because I want to be absolutely nothing.

ugh. life is hard work.

I hate that word
I hate that label
I'm not borderline
I'm perfectly able

******* college
I'm an abundance of knowledge