My whole body cries
Simply, for you to caress my cheek.
My skin is eager to feel the warmth on my neck,
Coming slowly from heated breath.
It makes my heart pitter patter,
Even more than now, faster and faster.
The thought of you, detoxifying my soul.

*** silences my emotionality
For thirty minutes,
Sanity

We don't have to like each other
For thirty minutes,
There is no love to discover

Animosity
For thirty minutes,
Nobody is asking for honesty

One day I will figure it out
But for these thirty minutes,
You're all I'm about.

You say you care but I see
your eyes wonder and
you don't quite understand
the meaning of your words
You don't hold me as tight
as you used to, I feel you
slipping away from me.

I don't need words
I don't need promises
I need affection
I need actions

Stars remind me of hope
It's like they are painted upon the sky each night just for me
And even though I know stars fall
It never seems like they really do
It seems as if they stay perfectly placed in a black mist
Like it's the one thing that's good and never goes away
The one happiness that does last forever

I sit here in the dark filled with tears
No one seems to care to hear
Always filled up with electric emotions
All I want is one loves devotion
I want arms wrapped around me tightly
Holding me by day, ******* me nightly
But ultimately I just want someone to care
At the level that I do, so I don't have to fear
These electric emotions are all that I have
And to be honest I'd rather be grabbed
Taken away from this time and place
Fast forward to my time of elegance and grace
There's got to be something better awaiting me
My heart is so good and gold, but the world's making it escape me

I don't believe in destiny,
in some grand plan for me.
My achievements are my own,
As are my failures, my mistakes,
My miscomings and misdeeds.
The things I've experienced,
Who could have planned those?
If someone had planned for
the terrible things I've known,
All I can say is
*it must be a cruel god indeed.

Maybe I'll never sleep peacefully again... But did I ever sleep peacefully before?