You are the sun,
I am the moon.
You light, I dark.
No matter how hard we try,
We cannot love.
For we cannot co-exist,
When you are day and I am night.

The worst part is that I can remember the first moment I laid eyes on you.
There weren't fireworks,
Angels didn't sing down from the heavens,
It was completely un-miraculous.
I looked at you,
You looked at me,
And we both looked away.
What was truly special, were the looks exchanged there after.

Tell me, were you ready for the storm that is who I am?
Is that why you quit so easy?
You weren't prepared for the intensity and passion that creates my very being?
For why else, would you give up someone who wanted nothing more from you then to see a smile on your face;
Every moment, of every day.
Someone who just wanted to feel your breath on the back of her neck;
Every Monday morning,
When starting her day is most difficult.

I gave you my heart,
You slowly squeezed the life out of it;
With every kiss,
That always felt like it would be the last.

We sat there alone..the only ones awake at 2am..
4am..
6am..
I didn't want to sleep, for I feared the very idea of missing out on only mere moments of you.
Pulling me in; the way an ocean shoreline pulls in the morning tide,
Overwhelming my soul with pieces of emotion..I could never even fathomed to be possible.
I yearn for you,
For your smile,
Your humour,
The way you always know exactly how to push my buttons.
I know what your hands feel like on my skin; I could never forget.
I crave that.
Every morning..
And every night.
But I crave merely your presence..
Every morning..
Every night..
And every moment in between.

*- (things I could never say aloud.)