it's 5 am and you are probably about to wake up or still sleeping
& it's a good thing you're not the one who's weeping

it is in this time that we wait for the sun to rise up
but if i'll call you right now you are likely to hang up

it is in this few minutes that i feel alive just hearing your sleepy voice
but the thing that makes me awake now is the busy streets noise

and i miss how you say goodbye knowing that you'll call me again
but 5 am conversations with you i can no longer regain

& it gives me so much pain

the hands I held that give me warmth became cold
the lips I pressed in mine that used to be sweet felt numb
the arms that used to be my home is now shattered
and the hugs that made me secured felt chaos

goodnights meant goodbyes
goodmornings felt so sad
conversations became stale
and "I love you" meant no longer love

and that was the moment I knew
I lost you

it took a second for titanic to hit an iceberg

it took 24 hours to sum up your day

it will take a few minutes to make your caramel macchiato drink

it will take you a second or two to finish up your lightened cigarette

and it will only take a minute to brighten up someone else's day

but how long will it take me to accept the fact that you're no longer mine....

maybe in days, weeks, months or a year
I don't know....

but i know in time, I will