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  Dec 2014 mia
a h
(realizing everything now)
i guess i should've seen how much you genuinely trust me
the moment you slid the broken pieces of your heart and tattered soul
across the table to me and said
i love you please never leave

*ive never had someone dedicate their existence to me in the way that you have yours. it's the most comforting feeling
youll never have to give up. just know that
  Dec 2014 mia
a h
i call them at two in the morning
im crying
"why'd you wake me up i'm not in the mood"
"im sorry it won't happen again"
they text me
"we need to talk"
my heart stops my throat tightens
my mind wanders to the pills in the bathroom cabinet
my heart is heavy
my lungs need so badly
just to ******* sleep
~
onto the next
and it's always the same
person after person
over and over
"im sorry it won't happen again"  
they text me
"we need to talk"
my heart stops my throat tightens
my mind wanders to the pills in the bathroom cabinet
my heart is heavy
my lungs need so badly
just to ******* sleep please let me sleep
i can't do this any longer
~

i get a call from you at two in the morning
you're crying
"i'm sorry"
"no baby. don't you dare say sorry. breathe. everything's okay. we're okay. i pinky promise"
and just as we're falling asleep together ill grumble in my sleepy voice
*"what's forever? i think i'm in love"
  Dec 2014 mia
Autumn
What if I get tired of letting him break little pieces of me?
  Dec 2014 mia
Jodey Ross
In a world where society says you need to be thin,
beautiful, and smart, funny yet sophisticated. In a work where you are to be yourself. Except you can't do that. Oh sorry, no, you can't do that either. In a world where you need to be unique but can't stand out of the crowd or you get patronized. "How are we supposed to go on in our lives being all those contradicting things?" you may ask yourself. Well, I have a solution. It is quite simple actually. You do you and don't listen to what society has to say. You be the perfect person you are in this beautiful world. You let NO ONE tell you who you should be, because you are amazing. You don't have to be skinny and tall. You don't need to be charismatic and sarcastic all at the same time. You don't need to worry about what people are going to say about you. If you want to wear that sweater covered in cats you ******* rock that sweater covered in cats! You could be a plump Hobbit and you would still be perfect because you are you, and you are amazing. Don't let anybody ever tell you otherwise.
  Dec 2014 mia
Autumn
I want to live the lie I've been smiling at all of you
  Dec 2014 mia
a h
i wish i was strong enough to hold both of our souls up simultaneously
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