Girls,
Stop waiting for that perfect boy.
He's not out there.
There's no such thing as fairy tales
Your life isn't an 80's movies.
If you push that away,
he's not gonna comeback
and comfort you,
he's gonna leave,
Life is isn't like a movie,
Stop expecting it to be.

But there is such thing as love
so find it,
just with your hopes not as high
                    -Reality

(c) *Readers Digest

Being strong doesn't mean
you can handle
what's thrown at you,
It just means you're prepared
to ignore whatever it is
that hurts you

Why now
when I'm totally okay.
Why now
when I totally moved on.
Why now
when I'm finally happy with someone else.

Why now?
Why now when I already thought
I can go on without you?
Why now
when my feelings are already been patched?

Why now?
when you left me hanging so bad that it hurts like hell.
Why now when I don't know how to trust anymore?
Why are you coming back?
Why are you confusing me?
Why now? Why?

Are you that sadist to hurt me again and again?
Why now
and I can't help but to wish again
that its all true?
that you wouldn't hurt me again?

How can i possibly do all those thing
when i'm still broken inside
after all this time?

What about him?
the one who makes me happy,
the one who shows me that life is beautiful
after the pain?

Why now?