When the ringing of the bells awaken your soul
And the earth beneath your feet crumble your bones
When your body becomes but dust and sand
And your soul flees to escape the unplanned
When you stand before the creator himself
And atone for your sins as though to prove yourself
When the life you've once had flashes before your eyes
And the sweet sting comes of not saying goodbye
When the good and bad are weighed with a scale
And all you can do is watch as the truth avails
When you realize you've gone and time is up
And nothing you do can stop you from sipping deaths cup
When death becomes you and the judgment is final,
And the faces you see are but primal
When hell accepts you and tortures your soul
Remember this time there’s no parole…

They say that nothing is more beautiful than the rising or the setting of the sun
Like a band of exquisite colors becoming undone
The meridian passing… its simplicity shown through complexity
This to the human eye brings nothing but perplexity
The creator’s intellect unfurled
Like an ecstasy it draws you, searching the depths of your soul
Holding the secret of pleasures unknown
The next time you take a moment to just be, remember that we are but tiny specks of dust
Placed in a world of splendor and beauty gifted to us through trust
Take pleasure and indulge in the simplicity of creation
Let it take you to the depths of bliss as you enjoy every sensation…

I woke up again
Alone in my bed
I'm still here
Ringing in my head
I run to the bathroom
Heave into the bowl
I'm sure I've lost my mind and my soul
Not again! My body screams
Maybe, just maybe, this is a dream?
I stumble back to bed
One thought in my head
The bottle is empty, the pills are gone
I shouldn't be here
Something went wrong
I can't sleep, and I can't stay awake
My body is dieing, my hands start to shake
I have to try harder
Or find another way
I don't want to be alive
Not one more day

Tonight,
It feels calm yet perturbed
Carrying this weight of regret
Fills my heart with malevolent beats of distress
Pumping motions of prying blood
Purple tint stains as it cuts
Screaming in pain but to no avail
Help is not needed but weary the mind
'"You’ll seek what you’ll find
Beneath the shadows of imminent time.”'

Tonight,
Verged with desire
To seek the forgotten light
Above the skies and among the stars
Hidden within this immense universe
Waiting as it pours
To the ground with glinting flames
For when I will get better
I will turn all this mess
Into beautiful shades of existence
Prior to what has held to evade norms
To change what was lost
To be claimed and found.

Tonight,
To feel what is certain
Yet leading to disappointment
Crying in vain to appease regret’s misery
I believe in fate
To a whole new life’s beginning
Displeasing life to graze within its end
Without it,
It has no meaning.

Tonight,
The love we were once hurt to prevail
Learning to love and be loved again
And live in happiness until forever ends.


Erennwrites