I have memories,
nothing more than memories,
of the time you held my hand so tight in yours,
at times you crushed my hand so tight the pain seared,
my hand was your support mechanism,
at your darkest frightened moments,
my fingers are numb,
as is my heart,
my heart more so,
my digits are chilled,
so please don't hold my hand again,
unless you are one of my patients in need of clinical support,
If I wasn't breathing and crying,
I could almost profess to being dead.
I am a professor of truth,
a professor of the abstract mind,
the mind of non-committal dreams.
As he cried and he cried,
I don't want you to go,
but I did,
And how I loved you!
(C) Livvi

i dont know how to write poems

I hope when you're in bed, it's night time
And you feel alone..
I'm the first thing that comes to your mind.
I hope you wonder what I'm doing
I hope you wonder if I'm ok
I hope you think about that time we were in your sisters car
I hope you think about the time I fell asleep in your arms
I hope you remember when we climbed on that building and I scraped my leg
I hope you know you were the one
I hope you know im thinking about you right now
I hope you remember when you first said you love me
I hope you remember what you promised

Angry and bewildered your driving me insane,
making me want to runaway I don't wan to feel this pain.

We argue fight and curse each other nearly every day,
is this what love is really like is this the way.

Crying with frustration all I can do is shout,
once upon a time with us there certainly was no doubt.

I need a little space a place where I can breathe,
will we make a comeback or forever will you leave.

Maybes we aren't meant to be things are turning sour,
or maybes our love will blossom just like that of a flower.

Angry i'm annoyed your constantly on my back,
where is the support that we both seem to lack.

All I know now is I need time to think,
I'm pushed to the edge i'm standing on the brink.

Do I shut the door and keep all men at bay,
or do I fight for us and beg for you to stay.

Angry I am hurting is this really what we are,
please just be a bad patch and together we'll go far.