With words so harsh
She's trying to comfort me
telling me I have to think rationally
She can't hear her own voice
But I,
I do
I hear it more clearly than I would like to
My once beloved melody
That now only hurts

I like showing off
Sometimes
1% of what I am
But then
I feel like I gave them too much of me

Quiet I was longing for so long
Now
Overwhelms me
I choke i spit my emptiness
And soon it turns into apathy
Then I’m again
Feeling the rope clenching around my neck
Ennui is killing me
The quiet I wanted once
Now overwhelmed me