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Jun 2015 · 521
Longing
Masoom Rahman Jun 2015
A taste of her my body can't forget.
I dream of her at night's lonely hour.
Her image still in my mind is set.
Felt her body's surging power.

When I held her an infinity ago.
Time stopped, hanging on a narrow tether.
Her breath, in my body flowed.
We lost ourselves when we found each other.
Nov 2013 · 369
I Wonder(Dream)
Masoom Rahman Nov 2013
I wonder if you dream of me when I dream of you?
I wonder when I hold your hand, your holding my hand too?
I wonder do i dream of you, or dream the thought of you?
Cuz I know for certain that you don't feel the way I do.
I wonder if you know that I still think of you even though I said I'll move on too?
I wonder when you said friends we'll be, acquaintance is what you meant to be?
I wonder why I dream of you when I know all of this to be true?
I wonder why my heart wants you when I know I can never have you?
Even though it's been ages since I gotten married, I still dream of the first one I ever fell for, though it turned out to be one sided, I don't know why I still have dreams of her
Nov 2013 · 422
Beats
Masoom Rahman Nov 2013
My heart skips beats when I see,
Your eyes staring back at me.
I love the way your hair feels,
Your beautiful fragrance is so unreal.
Every time I get close to you,
I never want to let go of you.
Every kiss and every touch,
I can only take so much.
Nov 2013 · 523
True Love
Masoom Rahman Nov 2013
True love is but a lie.
No true love will you ever find.
True to nature, true to self.
I have never loved enough.
I have never cared more.
So I'm letting it all go.
Giving up and moving on.
Giving in to every plan.
Throwing away all my desire.
Moving away from my fire.
Tic toc, the clock's run out.
Hold in my anger, hold in my shout.
As I watch you fall away.
I stand wondering, was it ever there?
It was long gone before it arrived.
This true love as withered out.
Nov 2013 · 360
The End
Masoom Rahman Nov 2013
One last thing before I quit.
I would like to end in guilt.
All my sorrow, all my shame.
I rather not die in vain.
Torn apart by all my deeds.
Tear every orifice as I bleed.
As my memories pass me by.
This might be my last goodbye.
I remember everything.
Yet of this wasted life, I am the only king.
Surrounded by those that love.
But nowhere near the one I love.
If I could commit just one last sin.
I would love to finally win.
Attain the love I've never won.
Then my life is finally done.
Nov 2013 · 371
Why
Masoom Rahman Nov 2013
Why
Helpless display
I need to pray
I have to find somekind of way
In disarry
Lost in dismay
Broken and stray
Hope's gone away
Heart's in delay
Skips all the way
When I come your way.
Nov 2013 · 276
You
Masoom Rahman Nov 2013
You
There's a hole in my soul that I need to fill.
There's a thought in my heart and it makes me real.
There's a name on my lips that I dare not say.
Please believe it is you that has me this way.
I can't run, I can't hide, I can't get away.
I think of you all day, everyday.
All I see is your face, and its everywhere.
These thoughts are for you and I want to share.
Nov 2013 · 321
Just Me
Masoom Rahman Nov 2013
Heart beat, repeat.
Nothing around but the sound of music in the background.
Such a shame, no one to blame.
No one to be found, not even crickets make a sound.
My shadow's even gone, its been way too long.
These dreary nights spent alone, waiting for your reply by the phone.
All I have is your memory, here in my mental registry.
I still remember when we danced, even though you said its way to fast.
I'll try not to let go, no matter how hard you throw.
But alas it's just me, and my memory.
One I can not erase, nor can I replace.
Wouldn't want to, even if I could do.
Nov 2013 · 406
Need
Masoom Rahman Nov 2013
I need a change of pace, a change of place.
A new beginning, a different meaning.
I need a new horizon, far from this poison.
A different season away from this prison.
I need you by me, eternally.
Your smile and kiss, I always miss.
I need your touch and caress, take me away from this stress.
Let me in to your life, or take me with a knife.
I need you, always ever true.
Nov 2013 · 332
Love
Masoom Rahman Nov 2013
Like a fantasy,
the more you read the more you want.
Like saltwater,
the more you drink the more thirsty you get.
Like sports,
the more you practice the better you get.
Like a pet,
the more you nurture it the bigger it gets.
Like a dream,
the more vivid the more you like.
Like a storm,*
the stronger it gets the more it destroys.
Nov 2013 · 317
Will Not
Masoom Rahman Nov 2013
I will not stop nor will I cry.
I will not give up nor will I shy.
I will not be angry but I will show what I can do.
I will leave for a while and come back anew.
I will not be sad nor will I be blue.
I will make you cry for the mistakes that you do.
I will laugh a sad laugh, and cry a happy cry.
Nov 2013 · 312
Sorrow
Masoom Rahman Nov 2013
As I sit here watching your tears flow through my eyes.
I remember every minute that we spent together.
There is a loud scream inside me, turning my face red.
I take my time to recuperate my mind.
So I can take my life, turn it around and start all over again.
I will sit here in my sweat and tears and cry again to end my fears.
This is my life as I spend it each day.
I will be here today and gone tomorrow.
So say goodbye but please no sorrow.
Nov 2013 · 454
Would Be
Masoom Rahman Nov 2013
What would my life be like without me.
Where would I be if I didn't exist.
Where would I be if time had stopped.
Where would I be if life was not so blurry.
Where would I be if there was no destiny.
Where would I be without this misery.
Where would I be without my insanity.
Not here obviously.
Nov 2013 · 311
Strange Heart
Masoom Rahman Nov 2013
this strange heart of mine
oh how I wish it was mine
to control, ahead on its own
gives me dreams of the lone
one that broke my heart
without a word, but it hurt
so long ago that I've gone numb
never was the day I thought I'll be having them
dreams of her in my arm
swaying me with her charm
but now I'm another's man
to stay with her is my plan
but the dreams of lost love are pulling me back
to the one that has turned this heart black.
Oct 2013 · 477
Alone
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
Surrounded by so many, yet I still feel so alone.

These tears I cry for you, yet no one knows.

My heart cries out to you, but you’ll never know.

I’m waiting for the day till your all my own.

I long for you, all my life, all alone.
Oct 2013 · 409
Pure
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
My heart aches for the pain that I’ve lost.

If only I could feel this pain some more.

This horrid separation at a dire loss.

Please show your face and prove this love pure
Oct 2013 · 308
July 4th
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
**** the fireworks in the sky. I rather see the fireworks in your eyes.
Oct 2013 · 451
What I want to do right now
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
Call you over to my house.

Take you by the hand.

Walk you to my room.

Close the door behind us.

Spin you around to face me.

Kiss you in your surprise.

Fallow with a few more.

Pull your head back.

Bite-kiss you on the neck.

Go back to kissing you.

Leave you breathless and gasping.

Pin you to the bed.

Hold your hands above your head.

Let you catch your breath for a second.

Then we enter the blur.

Come out exhausted, speechless, and panting.

Clothes all over the floor.

Take a drink of ice cold water.

And do it again.
Oct 2013 · 580
Drugs and Withdrawals
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
*** is a ******* drug, and I’m having ******* withdrawals.
Oct 2013 · 295
Glass
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
So close I can see you, but you’re behind the ******* glass.
Oct 2013 · 332
Lovers
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
So many lovers that want me, but I’m nowhere near the lover I want.
Oct 2013 · 7.2k
Ocean of the Universe
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
There is a vast Ocean we call the Universe. In it are Galaxies like Plankton. Within them are Stars Systems like Cells. The Stars themselves are like Nuclei, are surrounded by Planets like Ribosomes, Vesicle, Rough and Smooth endoplasmic reticulum, Golgi apparatus, Cytoskeleton, Mitochondria, Vacuole, Cytosol, Lysosome, Centrioles within Centrosome. And sometimes in the planets are Civilizations like Atoms. Within these civilizations are People, some Positive like Protons, some Negative like Electrons, and some who just don't give a ****, just like Neutrons. Making every single thing an Important (but Not Better than the other) part of the Whole System.
Oct 2013 · 1.4k
Damsel in Distress
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
I know a Damsel in Distress.

Not in the sense of being bewitched or trapped in a castle far away.

Not lost, or stolen, or taken away.

She is surrounded by knights she deems peasants while she searches for a knight to take her away.

There are no warlocks, wizard, witches, or dragons in this tale.

No captivation, just her mind that locks her away.

I know a Damsel in Distress that I tried to save.

But she thought me a demon and pushed me away.
Oct 2013 · 278
Cry
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
Cry
Today I cry for the tears in your eyes.

I smile and say it’s alright, even thought it hurts inside.

You will move on, I will remain, holding on to my pain.

And in time you will see.

What I have become is what you made me.
Oct 2013 · 405
Haunt
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
You don’t see me.

You don’t know who I am.

I’m just a shadow in your light

That you don’t understand.

You don’t hear me.

you don’t know what I say.

I’m not the victim of your night

But I’ll haunt you just the same.
Oct 2013 · 526
Bleed
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
We bleed to succeed, and yet we fail.
Oct 2013 · 336
Thought
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
Sometimes I feel like I’m a figment of someone’s imagination who has forgotten to think about me.
Oct 2013 · 770
Life(Death)
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
The fear of death is the fear of life
                                                    And the fear of life is death
Oct 2013 · 846
Fear
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
Fear is an ecstasy in some part of this realty.

An energy not normally used in this mentality.

Fear is part of love and love is insanity.

Insanity is humanity and humanity is

what we must be.
Oct 2013 · 441
Would
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
What would my life be like without me.

Where would I be if I didn’t exist.

Where would I be if time had stopped.

Where would I be if life was not so blurry.

Where would I be if there was no destiny.

Where would I be without this misery.

Where would I be without my insanity.

Not here obviously.
Oct 2013 · 322
Change(True)
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
I need a change of pace, a change of place.
A new beginning, a different meaning.
I need a new horizon, far from this poison.
A different season away from this prison.
I need you by me, eternally.
Your smile and kiss, I always miss.
I need your touch and caress, take me away from this stress.
Let me in to your life, or take mine with a knife.
I need you, always ever true.
Oct 2013 · 890
Volcano
Masoom Rahman Oct 2013
My heart is like a volcano about to erupt.

Living in this world that’s way beyond corrupt.

Feeling so strange I don’t know what to say.

I think if I don’t my heart might explode anyway.

Lost in the thought that you might disagree.

I feel so little, I feel like some debris.

To think I went through parents anger just to see you smile.

I could have cried more tears than the river Nile.

So this is what I have to say, I’ll say it loud and clear.

I love you more than anything, I can say that without fear.

— The End —