I left the person who loved me for the person who lusted after me.

"Oh hi, good moments and happy feelings"

"Not today man"

Even loving you becomes the absolute failure,
It is the most beautiful failure I could ever think of....
For the simple moments when I feel actual passion.
I don't care if it is a delusion.

I really need to shut off my brain.
It's cloudy,
and not a good place to be.