Loving someone needs time
You can't jump from being friends
to lovers in seconds

Sometimes overthinking
Blocks the way
For positive ideas to emerge

help me
become better
help me
i am fragile as ****
i feel useless
and unwanted
help me
let me talk
i wanna speak about my deepest fears
what makes me wake up in the morning
That strength that i’m given to get up
leave my bed and start a new day
help me organize my thoughts
help me get rid of my unwanted feelings
help me help me
my weakness is growing
and i am trying to destroy it before it destroys me
and i’m left empty on the floor of my bedroom
let me cry hysterically
i need this once in a while
help me stop missing people that aren’t in my life anymore
help me even if i don’t ask you to do it
help me dear whoever you are

Keep
your mind
busy
fill it
with hopes
dreams
what you never
expect would happen

Does it happen to you?
When self doubt is all you can think about
When all the good things in your life are forgotten
And you’re only focusing on yourself

You are not stuck
if you live in the same space
You are stuck
When you wake up everyday with the same mindset

My story is very simple
I lost my grandma several days ago
Not to be sad was a hard task
Especially in this melancholic pandemic
Rare are the things that make me happy
Vast are the emotions that I want to escape
At last, I don’t want to associate death to pain

Missing someone so much
You don't want to talk to them
Nor hear their voices

Someone called me modern today
and I don’t know if that’s a good thing
Maybe because where I was born people are usually attached to useless traditions
But we can’t always define someone by their country of origin
Even if we have lived in same places
but we have different parents, entourage and all that stuff
Stereotypes ruin our lives
But we will always find a way to show our true selves

Travelling make us
More grateful
And appreciative
Of what we already have

Ask yourself everyday : What are the things I can change so I can feel more grateful?

Move on
And stop worrying
Move on
And allow yourself to have bad days
Move on and choose yourself
Every time you want to give up
Move on
So the sadness will stop taking root in your soul
Stop having hope in a change of scenario
Stop overthinking
You are too precious to feel like this
You don’t deserve what happened to you
You are stronger than you think

We can always try
To become
The heroes
Of our story

Distraction
Is my coping mechanism

What I want you to do
Is to have a fight with yourself
Convince yourself that you are good enough
That you're better without them
Start somewhere
It doesn't matter if you're slow
Time is not important
But achievements are
Go on
Show me all your strength
Give me all the force that is inside you
You are a fighter because you challenge yourself
You face your fears instead of running away
I want to see that side of yours

If you find nature, the only place
where you belong
Then my dear,
I think you're
entering the
cycle of life

You will always analyze the situations
that you passed through
You will never be able
to explain the present

In the age of digital media
All we want is a relationship full of photos
Uploaded on instagram
We want a simple love
A non complicated one
But that never happens
Because love is a complex necessity
But hey for once we can try to keep the freedom to ourselves
To love someone
And to like someone else for a while
To see what we're missing
But at the same time what we still have
Where our strength hangs is in ourselves
Not in others
We're complete with each other
And by ourselves

On the road
alone
you’ll find answers
to your concerns
and death will integrate
the circle of life

How can you introduce yourself to someone
When you haven’t met yourself yet?

What haunts us most
is these moments that reached perfection
But passed by as ordinary moments   when they were happening

One day
a person
will come
and they will
sum up everything
you've been through
in one phrase
But what if
I told you
that all the
little details
cannot be
summarized

Slow mornings help us relieve our tension

Miracles
happen everyday even if
you don't want to
see them

There will come a time
When you’ll leave everything and go
But it’s not that time yet

Keeping someone sane is
the most devasting decision we
take in our human existence

We make plans
to feel more in control
of our lives

But maybe
not knowing,
being confused
and
having alternatives
Is simply better

Stop waiting for things to happen
Think about now
What can you do to make your day better ?

We give people
the power to
hurt us

We give them the space
to judge us

You keep going
No matter what
No matter how tired you are
and how much time it’s going to take you

We create our lives
With all the decisions that we make
And the opportunities that come through
But if we’re not happy about it
It is okay to leave it
And start again

will we ever get rid of our rituals?
can we stop making connections
creating meanings
of the smallest things
can we stop blaming our parents
maybe they aren’t complete
but they took care of us
when we were too small
too naive
and too young
they loved us
more than everything
the love you have for your parents can’t be replaced
that pure love
that divine love
isn’t found in relationships nor marriages
we lost it
and thats okay
you know we are humans
we destroy things
we create chaos
we complicate our daily life

This should make sense
It should ground us
make us feel in control
We are not stuck at home
We can choose what to do
with our time

Pain is the only thing
That make us humans

I cannot control the world
Nor the situations

There is someone out there
Looking for your soul
Searching for you

A part of me
wants you
while the other part
rejects you
a part of me
is stuck on you
while the other part
has finally let go
What part should I trust?
What part suits me more?
Maybe I'll keep you
somewhere in my uncouscious mind

You deserve more
Than what is given to you

Believe in yourself
Everytime you want to give up
Whenever you have doubts
When you don’t feel enough

Stability
Is
A
Crucial
Disease

How many people have to fall in love with you
So you'll realise that what you have inside is rare in our world

I am not asking you to love me
But to accept me as I am

We do so much
For people
Who did
So little

Do
not lose
interest
in yourself

We are humans
we need to belong
and feel loved
we cannot live
alone
We always need
support from others

You are enough
No matter how many times
you start again

Sometimes what we see in others
isn’t the same same thing they see in themselves

There’s a power to say no
Every time you tell someone
“You make me sad”
You are giving yourself
The chance to grow
And move away from
what destroys your soul

Everytime you said No
You meant :
Why now?
Why try?
Why don’t u wanna leave what happens in the past?
Why don’t you want to accept it?

I don’t care
Who do you think of
When you wake up
First thing in the morning
Tell me who’s the person
That you pray for
Every night
Before you go to sleep

The person
That believed in you
When you doubted yourself
Deserves your recognition