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maddy Apr 2019
slowly beginning to feel warm
while cold stealthily creeps its way up your back
crawling into your head
freezing all warmth
and freeing the path for negativity to sink in
:)
maddy Apr 2019
so succulent
is love as it leaves your mouth

but how bitter and rancid it may be
when it tries to force its way back in
maddy Apr 2019
how can you go from pouring your heart out into me
to mopping up the mess as though it never happened
maddy Apr 2019
hurting caused by you is the worst kind of pain
and I never thought you would break your promises
but when they broke they took my heart with them
so I sit here and suffer in silence
as I question what is best for me
I love you like no other, but hate you more than ever
nothing hurts like the feeling of losing you
but my brain reacts the same way when I think of life with you
the love of my life shouldn't be the pain of my existence
yet here I am
stuck between so many options
wishing things never changed in the first place
maddy Apr 2019
foothills we’ve walked
and mountains we’ve climbed
over fire and hot coals
and through water and freezing ice
we made it to where we are
in a little happy place

ive come to love the rain
and come to love the shine
all weather with you
is weather that makes me smile
so no matter if its pouring
or blazing down hot sun
any weather i live through with you
is still filled with so much love
maddy Mar 2019
Feelings fall freely from me
As if I never meant to keep them in

Sadness pours out of me
Like I wanted it to well up in the first place

Sorrow encompasses me
As if I so wanted to encase myself

For some reason I keep soaking my pillow
regardless of the love that surrounds me

My brain can’t keep its balance
So I find myself weeping over nothing

Somehow my life feels like its breaking
Even though I have no hammer to shatter it

I'm not asking for these feelings
So please leave me alone, won’t you?
Whenever I *** I get so sad:)
maddy Mar 2019
loving your self is a journey

through the deepest swamps
over the steepest mountains
under the heaviest of rocks

you must unravel yourself
from a maze of trees
that may very well blind you
from continuing on your path

but through all of the nature
that may hold you back
you learn resilience
and strength
against all elements and forces

though blindness,
exhaustion, weakness
may seem like they're against you

they truly are on your side
to build your muscle and
give you sight,
expand your lungs

so you can breathe in

breathe a new fresh air of you
a breath filled with love
that seemingly took so long
to hunt for
but the hunt is over
and nature comes to you
and hugs you so tightly
and reminds you

it is not nature in your way
of loving yourself
it is you
I recognize this poem has no structure but that's exactly why I like it:)
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