I'm so I love with you
that every single
thing you do
makes me smile
like such a ******* fool
and I can't help
but feel the glimmer
of tear drops
over my eyes
as happy floods
every tear
forcing them to just
fall gracefully
down my cheeks and
onto my leg
as thoughts of you
circle and swim
in the tear drops
linger in my eyes
but Im always
loving you
and I'm always
smiling because of
you.

one thing that makes me happy little smirk that appears on your face when I realize I've said something you like.

readjusting to things I know
coming to love things I don't

on a self love and self care high
don't need drugs when I've already reached the sky

finding I love the little weird flaws
only patting my back
not scratching with claws

and loving me so has helped me love you
for if I didn't love me
I wouldn't see the things you do

I can open my heart
and believe all you say
because look at me now, it's a new day

chris can you see
that I'm loving me?

cause I'm loving you too
and im always loving we

and as you broke my heart
the piece that was yours fell
and got lost

hate burns
hate seethes
fill up a tub
and bathe in it

soaking in hate
dripping with rage
fresh out of the tub
hate has me coated

feelings of anger
feelings of loathing
seep, sink deep
way into my skin

hate absorbs into me
fills my bloodstream
hate running
through my veins

pumping through my blood
fueling my brain
hate is powerful
it masks my pain

so i take a bath
in all the rage
and hope im unchained
from this dumb ******* cage