psyche

psyche Jun 2016

Shiny sparklin’ sun’s rise
Smilin’ brightly lighting your face
Oh, what a day to remember
Your eyes hath spoke
When they met mine

Hey! I like those smiles
I count the colors in your mood
You laugh the softness in your soul
I memorized the stroke of each sound

‘twas one of a kind
Felt the scent of the sweetest haven
You told me your story
I felt my lips pronouncing mine

You’re so special
You never knew
And I wasn’t aware
I was falling hard

So so hard
I forgot how lovely you were
When you just told me
You once hath fallen
hard
For her
and only for her.

you should have told me the very first minute you showed me those smiles.

psyche May 2016

babalik ka, diba?

Mamahalin kita na parang hindi ako nasaktan
Maghihintay ako na parang hindi pa tapos ang lahat
Iibig ako at iibig at iibig
Hanggang sa mapagod ang hapo ko nang puso
Sa di matapos na pag-asang
Babalik ka
Na babalik ka
Ako maghihintay
At ikaw darating
Babalik ka
Babalik k
Babali
Babal
Baba
Ba
B
Ba
Baka
Baka sa
Baka saka
Baka sakali.

psyche May 2016

gusto ko...sana

Gusto ko sanang hilingin sa mga bituin na ibalik ka sa akin
isigaw sa buong kalangitan kung gaano ako nasasaktan
Habang ibinubulong ng mga butil ng luhang pumapatak mula sa mga mata ko
ang pait ng katotothanang patuloy pa rin akong umaasang
tulad ko’y umaasa ka pa rin
umaasang maibabalik pa natin ang dati.

Gusto ko sanang maniwala sa mga mumunting tinig
Ng mga kulisap, sinasabing “ayos lang yan, magiging ok din ang lahat.”
Na sa bawat lipad ng mga alitaptap
Dala ay liwanag na magbubukas sa kinabukasang
Tayo pa rin hanggang sa hinaharap.

Gusto ko sanang umasa
At huwag mapagod sa mga panalanging
Bukas pag gising ko’y ikaw na ang nasa tabi
Na ang mga walang kasing tamis **** ngiti ang sasalubong
Sa akin mula sa akala kong walang katapusang bangungot
Ng sakit at pighati.

Gusto ko sana
Gusto ko
Gustong gustong gusto ko
Na sanang mawala lahat ng sakit
Lahat ng poot
Lahat ng pag aalinlangan
Lahat lahat
Pati na ang mga alalang
Pilit nagsususmiksik
Sa kaibuturan ko
Mga alaalang naging mitya ng kahapon
At naging hudyat ng ngayon
Ang bagong ikaw at ako
Na minsang naging tayo.
Mga alalang naging dahilan…

Gusto ko
Gustong gustong gusto ko ng
Kalimutan siya.

Sorry.
Pero hindi ko pa rin pala kaya.

psyche May 2016

I Chose

I chose to be happy
To smile with no regrets

I chose to be witty
To be valiant and not to hate

I chose to move
To turn and not to look back
again

but memories go strong
as time choose to run
when yesterday now ends
I wipe to reminisce again

And there,
at the end of the day
I still choose
to cry
again.

#pain #regrets

psyche May 2016

We would have been

If I said yes
Would I have not been in this agony right now?

If I said I will
Would I not be wandering alone by now?

If I’d been strong enough to tell the truth
Will I be happy ….
Far beneath the jungle of sorrow I am with
Right here
Right now
Seeing you glowing
With heart’s full of gladness

While mine very own’s
Savoring the truth
Of regrets.

If I…
if I only...
if I could just.

I would have been…
then maybe
**we would have been

just maybe

#regrets

psyche May 2016

EROS

he spoke
she fell
she trusted
he deserved
but he lay
in a lust

now she deserves
no one
and him
no more.

perhaps, she's just too much.

#trust #lies #doubts

psyche May 2016

skeptical

i gave my whole trust
he returned it with excess doubt
now both of us weigh life
lingered in pseudo rotten love

#trust #doubts