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My heart is locked
with so much pain
black tear drops
fall from my face
every tear drop
leaves a puddle
with a memory
that's hiding from space
stocked away
behind my soul
shattered to pieces
with no where to go
locked away
to never get out
to see the good side
of my broken heart

Apr 2015 Leo Cunio

To The Point

Apr 2015 Leo Cunio

FallenAngel93

To The Point

To the point,
Where I really hate myself,
And don't even want to look in the mirror,
To the point where I don't give a **** anymore,
To the point where I know I'm worthless.
To the point you can't change my ways in looking at myself.
To the point where I want to tell you, I'll be dying soon.
To the point where I can't wait to get to my grave.

Apr 2015 Leo Cunio

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Apr 2015 Leo Cunio

FallenAngel93

...

I seem happy, right?
You see no cuts on my wrist,
Only the smile on my lips,
You hear me laugh, you see me smile,

But did you take time to look in my eyes?
Did you see the emptiness, the darkness?
Did you check my hips?
Darling, if only you opened your eyes, you could see,
I was dying inside..

Apr 2015 Leo Cunio

I'm More Then Fucked Up

Apr 2015 Leo Cunio

FallenAngel93

I'm More Then ****** Up

did you eat today
sure I did, I ate plenty
of lonely with a side
of regret and a
sprinkling of pure
sadness and for
dinner I ate my
tears and I watched
my blood eat me
alive and suddenly
I wasn't so hungry
anymore..

Apr 2015 Leo Cunio

At Times.

Apr 2015 Leo Cunio

FallenAngel93

At Times.

Most days I find it hard to look in the mirror.
At times,
I convince myself that nobody would miss me.
If I were gone,
My scars tell stories that I wish I could keep,
To myself.
I cry for no reason.
And have trouble figuring out the way I'm
Suppose to function,
When my mind is such a scary place..

*But I got out of bed this morning,
That's a start...

#love #broken #sad #lonely #depressed #lost

Apr 2015 Leo Cunio

Me..

Apr 2015 Leo Cunio

FallenAngel93

Me..

I am insecure*                                                        I am lonely
                                             I am bitter
         I am angry
                                                                       I am hurt
                              I am overwhelmed
                                                                                        I am depressed
I am out of control
                                               I am lost            I am suicidal


             I am anxious             I am a cutter           I am ignored
I am fat              I am vindictive                  I am mentally ill
                 I am scarred                 I am in pain               I am an addict
      I am nothing       *I am ugly

Apr 2015 Leo Cunio

Moving On Slowly, But Moving On?

Apr 2015 Leo Cunio

FallenAngel93

Moving On Slowly, But Moving On?

I thought you loved me,
I thought wrong,
I thought you cared,
I thought wrong,
I thought I could trust,
I thought wrong,
I thought we were forever,
I thought wrong,
I thought I'd never be okay again,
I thought wrong,
I thought I couldn't make it out of the pain,
I thought wrong..