I was blinded by the word "Love".
Like entering a world full of sparks.
I remembered the time when they try to pull me out,
But I was to stubborn to stop.

I didn't listen to their advices,
I never gave any second glance.
I offered my heart,
As a ticket to a place I thought would last.

One day, everything shattered in front of me.
I tried to fix things but never succeed.
I plead to give me a seconde chance,
But was not granted.

I was like a child being thrown out of a house,
Looking for a place to hide,
When the storm arrive.

I cried in the corner,
Waiting for him to rescue me.
But he never did.

I walk.
I run.
But then, this time they pulled me again,
Back to the reality I thought I will never see again.

They saved me from the depths of the dark hole I created for myself.
Slowly, I'm trying to fix myself,
patching up the fragments left broken somewhere.

Painted in my life,
Always in my heart,
Unable to forget my
Love for you will always remain.

Gone in the wind,
Acted like nobody cares.
Because you left me alone,
Reality slowly pops me like a balloon.
I never thought you would leave like this
Even the wind didn't feel,
Like a ghost that never exist.

Hoping someday I can smile,
Out of this black hole I hide.
Forgetting about the past,
Ending  a story that can never last,
Risking everything I have.

Giving up?
Its not actually included in my vocabulary.
Until you suddenly push me on a cliff.
I hang on.
Waiting for you to pull me up.
But you just look at me from above.
You were crying.
Whispering something I can't hear.
Yet as I look into you lips.
I read the words you want to say.
"Let me go. Move on."
That's when "giving up" became a part of my life and those words and you would always be synonyms in my life.

What if we became a little honest?
Would it be different?

What if we tried to work it out?
Are we still together?

What if we never let go?
Can we be happy?

All those what ifs, will remain in the past.
All the answers will be left hanging.