I bask in the
Last of summer suns
Strolling down the street.

I imagine how
The green leaves will brown
As the changing winds will soon
Carry them away.

I breath in
The moist cooling air.
And smile at the
Scent of God.

When did life
Stop being so simple,
That you don't remember a time
That it wasn't chaotic and difficult?
What happened to
The sweet childhood memories
Full of sunshine and fun times?
Why after each conversation with you
I want to cry?
And why after each conversation with you
I want to cry?
Where did it all go wrong?
When did the sun burn out?
When did rain become the only forecast?
How can you live
Knowing how many hearts you've broken?
How can I live
Knowing I'm breaking yours?
I'm sorry my love, but
I need you to hold me like you do.
And I know I'm not deserving of it,
But it brings a peace back to my existence.
It brightens up my black hole.
It placates my pain endured.
It heals my broken heart,
And keeps it safe in your hands.
And that,
Brings a true meaning back to the world.

There is rumbling in the sky.
There is rumbling on the ground.
One day there was a blue sky,
And the next a foggy, gray cloud.
She left out of hate, out of pride
Trying to break down her mother who fiercly cried.
He knows what is happening,
For a sprout, he has an old soul.
The soul of a dancing woman;
Who now cries as she looks to see
What her family has become.
And hopes that her love filled tears
Cleans all the hate away.

Today is the day;
Apologize and love her.
She's only your mom.

1, I tried looking for the best man one day. I found you
And realized, there is no one better.
2, I will always be interested in you.
You're too interesting to lose interest in. There's always something to do,
Always something to talk about.
3, I will always love you.
No matter what.
Rich, poor, sickness, health, life, death.
I will always love you.
4, although you worry about being used,
I can't use somebody I love this much.
5, I hate infidelity.
6, if you give me your heart,
I will protect it with my life.
It will be my most precious gem,
I will adore it, love it, nurture it.
I won't let anything happen to it.
I will bury it deep into soul
and have it surrounded by love
and joy on all sides.
It'll be my own island
and I'll call it
"cour de m'amour" (heart of my love).
And I will live on it
and build our empire on it,
and everytime you hold your heart,
you'll feel my love,
and you'll be filled with the warmest joy one could produce.
I'm yours.
Your friend, wife, joy,
future, present,
family, partner, other half
and everything else I could be
and you want me to be.
And don't you ever forget it.
7, I care too much to ever leave.
I'm here, and I'm here to stay,
for you, for us.
8, I'm breaking out of my shell
& trying to be the best for you.
9, I will always be here for you.
You're a strong man and
I won't let nothing break you down.
Just like you protect me,
I protect you and
I refuse to fail.
You are not alone,
I will never forsake you.
As long as there is breath in your body
I will be there with you,
holding your hand.
I won't let anything happen to you.
10, it's only kismet that we're together. We're soul mates. Partners, for life.
11, I love you like XO!!

I'm sorry.
I'm not who you expected me to be
I apologize and yet repulse change in me.
I'm not who I was as before;        
I dont even know when that person left,          
Or if they were even there at all...
I'm sorry.
I cause so much pain
To the person I swore I loved.
I tried to be like Beyonce
And wake up flawless
So that you could love me
Flaws and all,
But I just ended up all flawed.
We were supposed to be in love forever and ever,
But now you can't even stand to look at me.
And it hurts just to think of you.
Everywhere I go,
Everywhere I turn,
I seem to see shadows of you.
You're tagged paint
Graffitied on walls and sidewalks.
You can't get lost &
I can't lose you
So I'm going crazy
Just thinking bout you wondering
Do you think about me still?
And I tried to fix our problems
But I'm no fix it Felix    
So I wrecked it.
I'll never be good,
Or amazing
Or even perfect,
And that's not bad.
I can't be anyone but myself
And if you can't accept
All of me,
We shouldn't have to try.
I wish to you knew
How difficult it was to think through this.
To tell the "Love of your life"
Something like this.
You dont have to,
Because you complain about it
To everyone except the one person who matters.
You don't have to deal with this.
You don't have to think about the things I do.
You dont have to do anything,
But live on.
A tear may be shed,
A heart may get scratched.
But I will
Bleed hurricanes from my eyes
And endure fractured hearts
Because I put myself in this predicament.
You wont hurt like I will.
You have friends,
I have me, myself and my thoughts.
That's a suicidal pity party.
So,
I'm sorry,
I'm not who I was before.
I'm sorry
That I can't change.
I'm sorry
For trying too hard.
I'm sorry
For not saying a proper good bye.

Barefooted Bohemian ballerina
galloping gracefully in good green grass.
Her arms stretched wide
to each side,
her head held
way up high.
Wind crashing against her face
her hair flowing
with the colors of the  wind.
Shes hippy dippy & a little bit tipsy
But that's ok with the wild winds.
She listens to the  euphonious songs
of her Woodland neighbors.
Shes a  resplendent fairy to most of them
As she glides through the Meadows
With no care in the world.
Why stress about stressful subjects living in soothing serenity.
She inhales:
Tranquility.
True happiness.
Carelessness.
Relaxation.
She exhales,
opens her eyes
and she's back in hell.