I'm sorry.
I'm not who you expected me to be
I apologize and yet repulse change in me.
I'm not who I was as before;        
I dont even know when that person left,          
Or if they were even there at all...
I'm sorry.
I cause so much pain
To the person I swore I loved.
I tried to be like Beyonce
And wake up flawless
So that you could love me
Flaws and all,
But I just ended up all flawed.
We were supposed to be in love forever and ever,
But now you can't even stand to look at me.
And it hurts just to think of you.
Everywhere I go,
Everywhere I turn,
I seem to see shadows of you.
You're tagged paint
Graffitied on walls and sidewalks.
You can't get lost &
I can't lose you
So I'm going crazy
Just thinking bout you wondering
Do you think about me still?
And I tried to fix our problems
But I'm no fix it Felix    
So I wrecked it.
I'll never be good,
Or amazing
Or even perfect,
And that's not bad.
I can't be anyone but myself
And if you can't accept
All of me,
We shouldn't have to try.
I wish to you knew
How difficult it was to think through this.
To tell the "Love of your life"
Something like this.
You dont have to,
Because you complain about it
To everyone except the one person who matters.
You don't have to deal with this.
You don't have to think about the things I do.
You dont have to do anything,
But live on.
A tear may be shed,
A heart may get scratched.
But I will
Bleed hurricanes from my eyes
And endure fractured hearts
Because I put myself in this predicament.
You wont hurt like I will.
You have friends,
I have me, myself and my thoughts.
That's a suicidal pity party.
So,
I'm sorry,
I'm not who I was before.
I'm sorry
That I can't change.
I'm sorry
For trying too hard.
I'm sorry
For not saying a proper good bye.