I saw her line fall flat
It was a sign that she's not turning back
A while ago i checked on her
It made me cry a river

I asked a question
But her silent told me everything in her position
A sound I'll never hear again
A beat that skipped a thousand repeat

I long to see
Her being with me
But all acts are nothing now
She has bowed her last show

I waited for her to come back
But it was a time to accept the fact
That she is no longer breathing
And she is in the great unknown just smiling

I wanted to say goodbye
Not knowing she already did
Like the last song i never heard
From the stereo i always listened to

She was and still the best
She deserves a rest
Rest in peace
When my time comes to an end
I shall see you again...

I was in the woods
The trees were dying
My world was crashing
All the route was leading to places
And i was still found homeless
It was like flying while drowning
Nothing to hold on to
But keep struggling to see through
This is too messy
I try to be ready
Instead i become unsteady
All of a sudden i am cutting trees
Separating the branches
Leaving the roots
Trying to pull myself out of the crowd
A crowd of plants feeding me with dead leaves
Decaying my body
And still there is nobody
I am starting to wonder if there is really someone
Or am i the only one
In the woods
A forest full of steady waving tree bodies
Careless, staring.... Rooted in to unknown
Will i find a home
Or should i be forever searching
Escaping something that maybe everything
And nothing have sense

You
You are someone
Not everyone knows you
But you have feelings
Not everyone cared
Not sure if somebody does

You
You are special
Not everyone is like you
But you keep trying to become them
Not owning what you feel
Not standing for what is real

You
You are priceless
Not a single soul could know your true value
But you keep selling yourself
Not believing you aren't for sale
Not knowing you can't be owned

You
You are alive
Not everyone are given the chance to breath
But you keep wishing you are dead
Not seeing how blessed you are
Not realizing that you exist

You
You are you
Everything is a part of yourself
But not everything can define you
Not the world
Not the solar system
Not the things you do
Not even your name
Or the words that are spoken about you

You
You will always be who you want to be
You will always be what you have been
You will not be defined
You will always be you
You are the only one given a chance to live like you
And you is the perfect thing about you
Because you can't be replaced
Even if the world keep trying to make you erased

As i lay down in bed
I have thought about thousands of words that infected my head
From my brain to my actions
Dazed and confused
Been hearing the same things
Feeling different emotions
Oh... So heavy
Decoding each phrase
Encoding each meaning as wounds
An awful way of truth

I used to feel free
Doing things like climbing a tree
Looking at the view past my insecurity
Pointing my fingers to the sun
Running around with no care
Feeling the emotions with sincerity
Painting my imaginations with silence in my sleep
Placing the moments inside so deep
Believing the great unknown
So hopeful in ways that is known
In morning songs the melody of my heart is revived
I was taking one step at a time
Making use of wasted time
I was good at staying alive
Letting myself breath in the greatness of world

I wish dreams was promised
That way i'll be happy
No in the real world where more dishonest
Then we are honest
Even if we have the knowledge
Some how we say we're underprivileged
Scared of the dark but i live in it
I can do better I admit
From the time I start I quit
I'll never be able to do that ****
I should becomes I wish
To broken promises
Time should vauled
But I use it in the wrong way
I'm always go be OK
These are the words I say
The lies open my heart to the tears
You can also see the fears
Death before my dreams
I hope my dream is before my death
I lived a great life before I take my last breath

Did you hear this
Did you see that
Questions of everyday
youll  write a status before you pray
You show your face
But won't show your body
I lost weight time to post it
So somebody will tell me
they proud of me
Facts or lies But they look
Famous by my likes on the book
Im just speaking my mind
I want you know how I feel
All the time
But keep your options to yourself
If you do not agree
Or going to judge
I know I said it for you to see
I'm just being me
Why speak out loud
If you can't listen
I want everybody attention
When I press post
I'm asking myself what's wrong with these folks