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 Apr 2014 Kurt Kanawa
Dominique U
I want to get lost somehow,
But I've never been found anyway.
I didn't have to want to get lost,
I just am.
Thoughts about trying to identify the self
 Apr 2014 Kurt Kanawa
Dominique U
He's a darling.
He's a star.
Starplayer
Playing with my heart
Playing with it's beat
Beating like a drum
Drum
Drumming through a song
A song of endless tune
Tune to me
To me, my love
My love, you'll be gone
Gone to another land
Landing in your hometown.
To my secret love,
Love that is unknown
Unknown to you and the world
The world will drown it down
Down to my lonesome nights
Nights I'll dream of you
Dream
Dream
I dream you dream of me too.
Good bye.
I love you.
I'll miss you.
I hope I'll see you again.
And again
And again.
And again.
I hope one day,
One day
I'll be yours
Yours to love.
Love.
Love and hold.
Old poem. It's more of an infatuation than love though.
 Apr 2014 Kurt Kanawa
Jedd Ong
Sometimes I wonder whether
The monsters underneath our beds
Have simply learned
To leave us alone

Fully knowing that the fear comes
Regardless.

Knowing that many times we scare
Ourselves into thinking
Once we dream
We will never wake.

That every night we hear
Sirens
And ambulances wailing-

Mistaking them for gunshot wounds
Buried deep within
Our chests waiting
To resurface.

And we dream of our stretchers.
Of if our arms
Will seamlessly tuck
Into
Our chests as we curl up
Beneath the smoke and
Rubble
Of to-
Morrow.

As if our sleep leaves open wounds
Left for them to
Sew.
It's getting late.
Cozy sheets,
my legs rubbing in the warmth,
hiding-and-seeking
the cold.

Seeded eyes,
locked in last night's dreams
unevenly shaped-

Morning grimace.
Then smirking at
the hour-teller.

Lights on,
pervading the dim walls,
the sound of voices
filling my curved ears-

Colors beaming
outside the window,
and chilly winds pressing
against my rough face.


Unspeakable mystery-
I just reach out.

And live life.
 Apr 2014 Kurt Kanawa
Jedd Ong
I.

My teachers tell me
(Cockeyed and smirking)
That my looks
Can be deceiving.

Bastos ka pala?

And they're not wrong.

Disrobe me, and
You will find

**** and ash
Running up my veins,

Unvirgin pupils
Lapping up
Every last drop
Of that
***** joke.

II.

Oh, how the rain falls!
Well.
 Apr 2014 Kurt Kanawa
Jedd Ong
I.
What I notice first
Is how taut the fisherman's pole is,
Yanking the line—
Like a joint before it splits
Sinew and bone.

II.
I am far from the riverbed.
Resting in my place are
Undiscovered
Nappers.

III.
As my eyes flicker,
The hallowed Lamps of
God light a path under my feet.

IV.
"'Cher, can I go to the restroom?"

V.
As I walk, the only thing
That strikes me is how still the young
Sapling is.

VI.
Wind slaps me in the face so hard
I wear a Breaker.

VII.
I spend two minutes prying open the sapling.

VIII.
Well, after I ****, of course.

IX.
Ernest Hemingway once said
To zone in on what exactly it is that draws you to something.

X.
Like the tautness of a fisherman's line, for example.

X.
Or her nimble fingers.
 Apr 2014 Kurt Kanawa
Jedd Ong
Sometimes you close your eyes,
Hoping for Nirvana

But then you realize
Kurt Cobain shot himself twice:
Once with ******,
Once with a shotgun.

You figure that if
Buddha can't save you,
Who will?
 Apr 2014 Kurt Kanawa
Jedd Ong
The deeper you stare into
The flotsam,
The clearer our origin stories
Become:

We are shipwrecks.

Islands
Bro-

ken Like bread and
Doused in
Salted wines.

We are cupbearers,

Slaves
With rusted chains
That dangle
Loosely
From our ankles,

Shrouding our skin from the harsh
Freedom

Sun offers.
From a harbour, not a beach. More your story than mine.
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