I loved once, twice, thrice  even more
Felt it's sweetness and melancholy
Danced to it's tune
Tripped several times
Stumbled sometimes
but can't stop, can't help
to want anything else than taste
Over and over again
the beauty of love

I tried to write out my feelings
But couldn't define nor explain
How or what I felt
Made  up a closed world in my head
To get into when things get hard
But now I can't find my way out

Passing through a populated street
But feels like walking through the desert
I wish I could explain
But words won't be enough
To explain how I really feel

I wish, I told you how I felt
Let go the fear and doubts
Trust my guts for once
Then maybe, I won't be stuck
Writing this, staring in pain
at your wedding pictures

I recall those days
I ran after the walking moon
Dreamt to be carried on the wings of a fairy
Gazing at every little thing with amazement
Admiring the wind's beautiful melody
Filled with curiosity and expectations
Fearlessly danced through the rain
With just one thought in mind
Being happy was my only goal
But as time goes by
The ageing crystal rain melts away
alongside my cherished childhood

I'm overwhelmed and confused too
It's no one's fault and it's difficult
but it hurts a lot
I'm not going anywhere else though
I feel like this is where I'm meant to be
So let me just suffer here peacefully
With hope as the only thing to hold on too
Take all the time and space you need
Maybe you're my maybe…
And that's worth every sacrifice
Bye for now

I see you only in my dreams
Smiling back at me
helding me tied within your arms
Whispering in my ear to move on
But i closed my eyes so tied
hoping to never wake up from this dream
But as the sun rosed up
My beautiful dream fades away with my love

I wish you never left along with the wind
I count every single star in the night
hoping to fing you amongt
The night breeze frozed my tears
But your love kept my heart warm
But the truth remains the same
I will never see you again