i wish you knew
who i was
before this pain
filled my head
i smiled a lot
laughed all the time
used to go out
and stay for awhile
now i stay home
never speak with a soul
i sob in the dark
wishing someone would console
i wait for you
but you forgot me
theres a hole in my heart
because of all the tears
my soul silently choked
i wish you knew me before
sadness flooded my soul
and drowned my brain.