It creeps up on you
No it creeps up on me
It is unwelcome
Overwhelming as it makes it's presence felt
I did not know that this is the hand that would be dealt
Sharp pains begin to spread
Arms go numb
those who do not know are fooled by a smile
Yet how long can it disguise the pain of a poison,
One that i can not deny
I miss you
Yet i stay silent
because you need it