Do you ever wonder
ponder on memories
centuries ago

how life has become you
She  wears many masks
as you complete your tasks

You can not hide for your pride
betrays you
you can not be ignorant because your intelligence surpasses you

She seeks you as you seek yourself
you crave freedom yet you hide in a cave
when  will you realise that you should stop searching

She is  the time
she is freedom
she's life
Live

There are only so many things words can express
There are only so many things actions can show
But there are an infinite amount of times two souls  can dance without  being tainted by the mind and earth
Even amoungst my pain you make me smile
which is dangerous because I know I cause u pain
Inorder for me not to cause u pain I need to go through  this pain alone...

The voice from the dead came out to haunt
while the words of his mouth began to taunt
yet the demons played with my soul
even though I couldn't be sold
I know I'm not much of a human
when i creep and crawl
yet i know I'm much more of a person
than the purest beings who always fall
I want a way out
a way to be free
yet here i am worth nothing but a simple
penny
I need a light
a shiny being
to help me out
of my worst things
You there!
You with the perfect eyes
you with the personality that can't tell a lie
can I be with you?
can you see me?
or am i only a meaningless being?
i need you in my life,
the one i know who will give me rights
the person i need is the soul you keep
yet I'm still here without a leap
help me please
i know I'm not much
yet if you are an angel
then can't you have mercy?
can't you give me wings to fly?
to go up so high
till i can't breathe
till i am not even in the sky?
i just need a way out
i know the quite and the silence
brings you down
but please bury me in the ground!
i just need
i just need a single
way
out...

It's the way  you smile when you see me
it's the way my heart beats faster when you take a seat
its the way you ball up your fits when you smell my scent
it's the way i feel when your scent lingires over me
yet its not just desire or a passing moment ....
I'm terrified  
Terrified because I'm falling faster
faster than i had anticipated