What is wrong with him?
He’s drifting like a lost boat,
searching for his shore,
hoping someone will hear
the ache in his fractured voice.

I heard his cries.
He wanted help.

I reached out my hand.
He took it our eyes locked,
the only person who truly heard.
The only person who cared.

We were there at the dawn of time.
We remained until its end.

He rescued me, as I rescued him.
Two broken hearts binding each other.
Two beings converting into one.

But I wonder are we destined to be,
or only a trauma bond dressed up as soulmates who are not meant to be?

Deep as the Mariana Trench.
Deep my soul yearns for the things it can’t have.
In search for the blood diamond in this cruel place.
How deep are the wishes that a heart longs for?

24 years on this earth.
How time flies by.
Now that I’m 24, am I happy or tired?

My only wish is that my 24’s are my best.
I wish that I will be more happy than depressed.
I wish that I look at the world with kindness and not worry or fear.
I wish from now on, to walk on this path with hope and not misery.
I wish nothing but happiness and love for this 24.
May God bless me with peace and prosperity for this 24.

Nothing but laughter and light for this 24.

Now that I have time to think of the past.
I wished I said yes.

I know you are no good to my delicate soul.
But how could I deny those freckles on your face?
But maybe if I had the chance to play my cards right once more, my memories with you might have been like the depths of the ocean.

I am here when and wherever you might be.
And even though I might not cross your mind.
I wish you nothing more but the best of luck.

Thanks to you, I know what I should settle for.
And our end might have been bitter sweet.
I’ll hold you forever in my arms the ones that you liked so much.
The ones that held your face while you drove your car.

For my memories with you in this lifetime will and will always be my favorite part.

You were the only man I’ve let see the soul that I now guard like it’s the most precious stone.

Maybe later in our lives our eyes will meet again, and I hope that this time our hearts will meet each other.