you cannot seize to pace
when will we ever leave this place?
an aqua-free drowning
their tormenting voices in our heads;
the constant pounding.
all i want to show them,
all i want them to see
is when we're flying
oh darling
quite the flawless soul
you were truly meant to be.

they will never truly
comprehend that
the ice trickling in
my veins
is only making my
soul
darker  colder
more numb
than i was just
a moment before.

i can almost see
them flying
through the sky;
the doves
that i cherished so.
they twist and turn
until i can no longer
rely on their
pleasant company
and my lungs collapse
as i realize that they've
truly disappeared
and they're released from
me and my hell
for all of eternity.
while they live in nirvana,
i sit inside this pit of fire,
smoldering,
lacking peace that the doves
have no issue obtaining.
so i draw into myself
lonely, and drowning in
my flames
while they are
notorious and
flying.