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kala Feb 2015
the unanswered phone calls and
the fake smiles
remind me why i don't
deserve to live
i cant be loved by a single
soul
lonely or fulfilled
i'm a leftover
a nuisance
a waste
it's a miracle if someone simply
acknowledges me
i know no one will care
when they wake up the next
morning and i'm
**gone
almost giving up
  Jan 2015 kala
Star G
I
dream
of
you
my
darling.
Can't stop thinking of you...
kala Jan 2015
i take glimpse of
your baby blue locks
only to find your
soul
shattered to pieces
though your sincere stare
only holds painfully aching
love and intimacy
found nowhere but here;
inside of my own dark,
blackened soul.
  Jan 2015 kala
Beebz The Queen
I tune the radio to a station I know won't come in.
Because it sounds just like the ocean to me.
And a fake ocean is far better than no ocean at all.
It sounds like a place so far away from here, so free.

I place blankets over my curtains, which are over my windows.
Because it makes me feel safe when I sleep.
And a bit of sleep is a lot better than none at all.
It seems this new habit I've formed, I'll keep.

I run outside every single time it rains.
Because the cold jars my lifeless body awake.
And some feeling is nicer than no feeling at all.
It hopefully cleanses me, for I know my soul's at stake.
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