They called me names,
And threw at me fake claims,
They wished upon me death,
And drowned me in their dishonesty until I lost my breath,
They lied about things I’ve never said,
Swore by name over things I never did,
They put up warning signs that I bring terror
And I couldn’t help but think to myself “couldn’t this world be fairer?”

They raged at me with absolute hatred,
Treated me differently saying I need to be isolated,
But the question remains what did I do?
Are you trying to blame me for others mistakes too?

But look at the world and what it has become,
They say its the land of the free but why am I not welcome?

My days were hard,
And my nights were scarred,
For after all I am just a ******,

And “I been quiet for too long, so now its time to break the silence”
“I start with the killing, so F stopping the violence”
“First things first man, you’re F with the worst,
I’ll be sticking pins in your head like im a F nurse,
“You going against me dawg, you making a mistake cuz ill split ya,
And leave ya,
Looking like the Michael Jackson jackets with all them zippers,
Im the boss of this boat, you can call me skippers”
And I met a ******* kid named Greg with a wooden leg,
Snatched it off and beat him over the F(ing) head with the peg,”
Oh did you think what I just said was shoddy?
“But I claim my thang to slang them ****** bodies”
“**** them all, send them (hoes) up in flames’”
“Hey, I slay all (******) who think we play” so don’t put me on blame
“You got my word so observe”
Im sorry but I won’t reserve,
“I shatter and splatter bodies and bones,”
“I bust nerves open” bring me all the stones,

“Oh here I go again, hatred walks with me
Its obsessing me,
Possessing me,
A thousand years time dimension
In subconscious incarceration,
My hatred to man has transformed me,
Into a habitation for demons” where I cant flee

Umm, Do you not like what I just said?
Im sorry but these are examples of lyrics that our rappers spread,
The list could go on,
You can go search em’ up if you think im a con
We have kids listening to such songs,
And teens that follow them rappers on twitter, instagram, from the United States to Hong Kong,

Yet you dare say I spread violence and hatred?
I am Islam, a religion with a text so sacred,
My name means peace, that is what I preach,
To be kind to all mankind, that is what I teach,
But my words are manipulated,
And with ignorance they are tainted,

You see the word “fight” in my text and oh my god it becomes a big fuss,
Have you ever tried listening to me or discuss?
Cuz’ I’ll never ask you to ****, or to swear,
I tell you to treat your elderly, kids, and women with care,
And to love for your brother what you love for yourself,
But most importantly, never hurt ones self,

Yet they still continue to attack me with my verses
“**** them where you find them and drive them out”
But Lets be honest here, if someone were to attack you, you would try to defend yourself with no doubt

For these verses were for the times of war,
To defend ones self , nothing less nothing more,
I mean even in America it is legal for a cop to shoot and **** to protect their life or the life of another
So what makes it any different when I tell my followers to take shield and to cover?

My text Quran is always compared with the Holy Bible,
They say the Holy Bible has no violence but mind to explain:

“Do not spare them, but **** both man and woman, child and infant, ox and sheep, camel and donkey”, From Samuel 15:3

Or “Happy is he who repays you for what you have done to us- he who seizes your infants and dashes them against the rocks” from Psalm 137:9, you see thats the key,

They say my woman are oppressed,
Because of the way they are dressed,
But I taught them that they are precious,
Like diamonds and pearls they are auspicious,

Yet they have a heard voice,
To wear a veil or not to wear they have the choice,
And again I am compared to the Holy Bible and Christianity,
All the NUNS are covered from head to toe,
But when it comes to Muslim woman WOAH,
They are suppressed,
But you got it wrong, every woman is a blessing and they are all blessed,

So stop talking about me as if you know it all,
This world is building between us such a huge wall,
And this was only to clear a few misconceptions,
From this universe that is full of deceptions,

And If we look closely we realize we are more alike than different,
In a nutshell, I am Islam, the munificent.

We began with little mutations,
Harmless, or more so beneficial,
We adapted to our love,
With no methods of dispersal,
People thought we couldn’t get any closer,

But your behaviors changed and we began to isolate,
We were stabilized so I hoped for fusion,
But realized that overtime not even reinforcement could’ve helped,

We had our Kingdom set up,
And later we fell into a “Family”,
But you classified me too general,
Now I don’t know where I belong,

My feelings for you were like the Cambrian,
Sadly enough they became a catastrophe,
You started selecting,
Seeing me as worthless,
But I knew I am not one to select,

You looked at me like you’ve studied Phylogenetics,
I was at the most top,
But ended up at the bottom,
You were not natural, but neither was I,
What did our selections favor?

And our relationship turned into cloud and dust,
Sadly it collapsed,
And you left me imprints of lies and hurt,
And words preserved inside me like a cast,

You ingested away my feelings,
I was the pili so attached to you,
But you were an endospore resisting all of me,
You no longer knew what feelings were,

And to you, I was an annual,
Got replaced so quickly,
But I shed tears where the oceans have formed,
And supported you like the roots of trees,

But you were a virus,
A pathogen,
A parasite,
And I was the host,
Blinded by your toxins,

And my cells swelled in favor of you,
You offered me and I gladly took,
I thought I was an obligate,
Surviving off of you,
But I was too mindless to see the real you,

And I was like the Archaea,
Survived the harshest paths for you,
But with a single expression you crushed my world,
And like a Zygomycota you’ve molded our love away,

And sadly enough I couldn’t evolve,
With pain feeling like spikes inside,
I am no longer the magistrate of love,
And love is my killer.

With rock I shall write,
The story of my life,
For I have no paper,
Not even a pencil to keep,

I used to ask my brother,
What a penny could buy,
He used to say " Are you crazy?"
It doesn't even buy one bite of bread..

My brother was my only hope,
After father, mother, and sister left us from hunger,
"Their in heaven"
He used to assure me,
"Watching us from above"

But I couldn't understand
Why they watched us suffer..
If their in heaven they can send us rain
Or atleast droplets of water so that I could drink,
Cuz' lately I've been forgetting the taste of water,
Or thats even if water has a taste?!?

My brother and I,
In the streets- we used to beg,
For food to eat,
To satisfy what we call "hunger"
But we gave up,
No one looked.. no one gave..
Digging in the trash became our specialty..

Thats the reality of humans,
They friend the rich, and kick the poor,
No one has a pure heart anymore
That's what I learned,
From my days of living with no home..

Maybe only one person out of 200 would give us a dollar or two,
That was never enough,
But atleast they cared,

My brother always used to tell me,
To try and look for the good in people,
Even if a person was all darkness from inside,
And you see a small- very small ray of light,
Then hold on to it,
You never know what it may sprout into,

I held on to that advice,
But darkness killed the good in people,
Or maybe I'm the one with wrong conclusions,

My brother and I...
I can no longer say these words,
Cuz now its just "Me and I"...

Brother are you in heaven?
Watching over me..?
Can you see my tears of pain,
Please send and give me hope,
I'm holding on...
Or atleast I'm trying to..
Brother..
Please send me rain...

Come and I'll tell you a secret,
I'll say it no more than once,

So listen well my dear,
Ever wondered about the devil?

Well then beware ***,
Because,
Humans are the devil himself.

If my tears were to fall,
In every continent on this Earth,
Then I'd choose Antarctica,
Because then,
And only then,
Will my tears be frozen in time.

I am getting soaked with your sadness,
While your tears fall on me sky..
Do you have a voice rain..?
Speak to me,
Say the words you longed to say
And let me hear that pain.

I have known you,
Ever since that story,
But you don’t know me,
To you,
I’m invisible,

I watch out over you,
Every passing moment,
Making sure you're okay,
But you don’t see me,

I call out on you,
For you to listen,
To give you some words of care,
But you can’t hear me,

Whenever you need it,
Whenever you’re down,
I make you smile to kick that frown,
But you don’t feel me,

I've stared at you so many times,
Just watching you be happy,
While I’m crying here sadly,

But you're not aware,
Of me and of my pain,
Of my agony and discomfort,

And behind this pain,
Is a layer of suffer,
Of hurt and tenderness,

But,
Again,
You don't realize anything,

Cuz after all,
To you,
I’m just the weak heart..

It hurts to know..
In my times of need you were never there,

It hurts to know..
You treated me as trash,
Used and then threw me away,

It hurts to know...
I once existed in your life,
But then you took me as one who never did,

It hurts to know...
I thought you were real,
But instead you were a fake,

It hurts to know...
That I'm still clinging onto you,
Instead of letting go,

It hurts to know..
That I gave you love
But you gave back hate

Sitting all alone at night,
Staring at the moon,
Playing sad melodies,
And my heart following the tune,

When suddenly a person appeared,
And asked:
" Who exactly are you?"
My answer was just of three words,
I am Pain...

He held his gun,
Prepared to snipe,

An evil laugh was given from distance,
And through the air it disappeared,

He pushed the grip,
The bullet flied,

And it landed inside the heart,
Of what was once called,
"Brother"...

Could it be...
We've met before...?
Somewhere it must be..
Maybe in our dreams my brightest star,
Maybe in our dreams..

I keep you in my pocket - star,
There you stay to protect me,
When I feel lonely I take you out,
And your brightness unlocks the universe,
And all other stars within..

But you are, my dear,
The one in all dazzling,
Your eyes shine like no other star,
Youre the only one I see,

And to you,
I speak freely oh star,
I wish,
I may,
I wish I may with all my might,
To see your smile so clear,
And our souls connect - to no longer be two...

But,
Your so far away,
If only I could ride a comet,
And reach you my star,
But still I find you far,

So all I can do..
Is send you my thoughts of love..
For there can be no other way..
And save my love for you alone..
For you alone my brightest star..

It must have been,
Weve met before,
Somewhere it must be..
Maybe in our dreams my brightest star..
Maybe in our dreams...

Sometimes I look around me..
I wonder why there's hate..
I wonder why we can't share the same love..
Is it that hard..?
Tell me..
Cuz I've been searching for an answer..
Everytime I get one,
Everytime I think it's right,
Something turns out wrong..
I wonder why..
We were born with pure hearts,
But we changed it into an evil heart..
We stained it with black ink..
The pureness has disappeared..
I wonder why..
We cant share the same love..

I’m starin at the sun,
But it’s too bright,
I can’t see what’s beyond,
I wanna reach up high,
But even if I fly,
I won’t touch the sky,
I’ll just land among the clouds,
Where I’ll fall right away,
So my heart,
Tell me what I’m seeking,
Tell me what I desire,
Cuz even if I went inside the sun,
To find out what's beyond,
I’ll just see ***** of fire,
Where I’ll breathe in,
Hydrogen,
And even if I aimed at the moon,
It will be too embarrassed,
To speak with the girl,
Who doesn’t know herself,
Who doesn't know what's beyond..

I wish my Uncle a very happy birthday,

And everyday I wish for him to be happy,

He's lived for 64 years,

May his upcoming days n months..

Be filled with happiness, smiles & laughter,

He's a great person I know,

He's one of a kind,

His teases leave a smile on my face,

He tells me stories before I sleep at night,

And I hope for you my Uncle,

The best this year and every single year.

My life is just a series,
Of rivers flowing,
Crystal clear,
My reflection,
Is just another me,
And when I describe my memories,
Their an ocean full of salt,
Not that much of sugar,
My feelings,
Are in every moment of breath I take,
Taking me from pain to not,
The way I look at this world,
Is an opposite end,
My answer holds from yes to no,
And if I want to wonder,
It usually ends up with,
When will this empty space of mine,
Be full?

I find it astonishing,
How some questions..
Have no answer,
One answer,
& multiple answers,

As to the first question,
No answer is given,
And to the second question,
One answer is given,
While the third question,
Holds multiple answers,

While you wonder..
Could there be a question..
Could one special question exist..
That holds all those possibilities?!

Life can be the same way,
But in a different form..

There are roads,
That have no path,
One path,
& multiple paths..

While you wonder..
Which is the right?
Which one should I take?
As to all,
They lead different ways,

But could there be a road..
Could one rare road exist..
That holds all those possibilities?!

I find it astonishing…
How some questions have no answer, one answer, and multiple answers,
The same way can be said of life..
Where some roads have no path, one path, and multiple paths…

Disturbed feelings,
Throughout the day,
I wish I never knew you,
Is all I can say,

I took you like someone so dear to me,
Yet my feelings were hidden for you to see,
Your sorry doesn't have a meaning,
It won’t turn back the words you said,

And please don’t get me wrong,
I’m not mad and never was I,
Even if I told you what I felt,
You’ll never understand what I mean,

I told you I’ll worry,
And I’ll take things serious,
You said “Sure, as if I care”,
Now don’t go blaming me,
For something I never did,

So, all I want you to know is:
I’m having disturbed feelings,
Throughout the day,
And I wish I never knew you,
Is all I can say

With a smile,
Start your day,
Stay positive,
Don’t let them bring you down,

With a smile,
Live your life,
Those who hurt you,
Don’t deserve your tears,

With a smile,
Speak your words,
Let them see,
How strong you are,

With a smile,
Say what you feel,
Rock the world,
And don’t be afraid,

Cuz you were born to smile,
So end it with a smile.

Oh stars in the sky..
Can you hear my cry..
Can you see what i see..
Can you feel what I feel..
Can you tell me the love thats insane..
Can you throw all the hurt thats running through my veins..
Can you be my friend..
On such a long trend..
Where a path unknown winds..
Oh stars in the sky..
Can you hear my cry..?

Aim for the stars,
Never fall down,
Keep climbing until you reach the top,
Go on with your head held up high,
Don't make it touch the ground,
There's nothing to worry about when you can learn from your mistakes,
Fly and fly freely,
Run and run steady,
Don't let the negatives stop you,
Take control of your own destiny,
Find out the secret mystery,
The hidden treasure of success,
When its sealed inside of you,
Make it open out,
Let it touch your heart,
Let it release the strength that's been kept in you for years,
Never give up,
Never give in,
And always,
Aim for the stars...