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Joshua Human Nov 2015
I'm not one to be afraid
being afraid isn't apart of
my day
but today I've been scared
because I care
but do i dare
say
I'm afraid
no because i want lose you
ever
they try to pull us apart
how clever
they can't sever
us
I love you forever
And always
You're my better half
so no I'm not afraid
to lose you,
You can't lose your other half
It just doesn't happen so no I'm not afraid
but i guess the question is when should i be?
Then again who is afraid?
I know it was your time
And I know it had to be
But He took you too soon;
You meant so much to me.

I miss you.

I've been trying to remember,
and trying to forget
The memories we made together
The prayers that were said.

I miss you.

May they see You in me.

09/04/14
<3

© Melissa Carlson 2015
Joshua Human Aug 2015
A ****** up head

I fight and fight
I can't say I Dont try
I do
Its theres so much
So much anger
I can't explain
I try and try to
Let you know
But I can't control
The monster inside
You probably think I'm just mad
Mad with anger that I'm in insane
But let me let you know
I can't control this
    This, ****** up head
I push everything down
To far
To a fault
A dark place
One where there's no return
Where every emotion
Goes to die
Sadness, happiness, guilt
Everything
It goes to be twisted into a ball
Of anger to which I fall
Upon every time I feel
Almost anything except
Love...
So please step into my
...****** up head
Her
Joshua Human Aug 2015
Far Away

How do I prove
My love
For you is true
I can't hug and hold you
For am I fool to think
You Dont know?
Or maybe you dont
But tell me
Don't hold back
I'll do anything for you
I can say I love you too
But is that enough?
We're to far away for
Me to know how you
Look at me but
Know this
When I say I love you
ITS TRUE
I'm to far away to add a kiss
But we'll have to miss
That much for now but know
My love is true..
#love #miss #her
Joshua Human Aug 2015
Maybe its love

I wish for one more chance to hold your hand just one more day,
Or maybe I'm just insane
to Want you but that's...
Thats Ok I'd gladly go insane
For you
Who are they to separate us?
For that's a fate worse then death
I wish for one more chance to hold your hand just one more
Day,
Or maybe I'm just insane
I Dont think so, not insane
Maybe I need a shove
Maybe I'm in love...

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