birds spend as much time on the ground eating maggots, as they do in that soaring we perceive as majestic freedom, as we spend in shopping malls, online stalls, buying future trash, as we spend, in what we perceive, as god's light
did you ever get enough courage to squeeze your *****, if that pain was cancer it still will be you left that girl five days ago do you still leave your hate in your heart did the dream **** you do I write for the dead the only words I remember my father said don't ever hang your head if only he'd said something about the rest of me and my neck did you get drunk, yet
what ever it was what ever happened things were hidden and there were lies there were ***** pictures and lunch dates I haven't seen a spider or slept naked in a long time and when did we all stop saying ****** an entire generation with **** tattoos whose meaning has long ago left fleeting just dull black and blue nobody likes to talk about nothing forget me's of yesterday's sick soul sour empty's into infinite shreds taking a sunbeam and smashing its prism illuminating my prison to turn the light off my dark heart
I've been through hells those for whom the bells and I can hum you the song and the ancestral spirit drum knocked and pounded my skull-*** I chose the storm long black haven bivouacked and latent so long I forgot the sun and that the rains were drippings from heaven overflow love melting and splendid
I like it better when we're by ourselves where the others she tells them she's someone else by ourselve the heart burns and I drink the water the heart burns worse when I'm myselvf the theater's uncrowded our perch the dark top empty shelf absolution crushing cushion felt tethered together left by someone else
the air that often takes me by surprise at 3 o'clock the one long after the sunset dies just myself and the orbs the cigarette smoke that takes the life of the winds and says there is never any such still as we think a constant stream, whoosh off beyond sight the travelers late on the highway in night and there ain't no way to know nothin' out here on alone even He must got but one eye upon me if I ever 'ere go on belonging