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Lonely and conflicted within
He loses interest yet stays persistent
Suspect to evil and sin

Pure heart yet cold soul
Good intentions yet no goal
Clapping to the beat of his heart
He cries out to every living part

Heart numb with fingers ******
Blurry path leads him to everything muddy

What more is there to this life?
Every girl wasn't much
Any drug with a button touch

I don't know how it got so bad
Everyone was once there like dad
All forgot and everyone's grown
I guess I'm better off on my own
I lost your track many times
Now such a thought is lethal
That time you made me realize
That your nothing but ethereal
With a beautiful soul
Golden values in your heart
You are a girl of integrity
And prettiest on this behalf
The face of a naughty child
Wearing the purest smile
Oh girl you rule my heart
From a distance of a hundred miles
I need to announce
I don't need to declare
I just need to confess
I need to share
Oh my pearl
Oh my charm
Love brought me this courage
And I have to ask
I have to ask
If you will be with me
Till eternity ends
To the day I breathe my last breath
Marriage Poem :D
 Nov 2014 Joanna Dowdell
Erenn
Tonight,
It feels calm yet perturbed
Carrying this weight of regret
Fills my heart with malevolent beats of distress
Pumping motions of prying blood
Purple tint stains as it cuts
Screaming in pain but to no avail
Help is not needed but weary the mind
'"You’ll seek what you’ll find
Beneath the shadows of imminent time.”'


Tonight,
Verged with desire
To seek the forgotten light
Above the skies and among the stars
Hidden within this immense universe
Waiting as it pours
To the ground with glinting flames
For when I will get better
I will turn all this mess
Into beautiful shades of existence
Prior to what has held to evade norms
To change what was lost
To be claimed and found.

Tonight,
To feel what is certain
Yet leading to disappointment
Crying in vain to appease regret’s misery
I believe in fate
To a whole new life’s beginning
Displeasing life to graze within its end
Without it,
It has no meaning.

Tonight,
The love we were once hurt to prevail
Learning to love and be loved again
And live in happiness until forever ends.



Erennwrites
Everynight you'll have these thoughts that will haunt you till morning.
Insomnia. Let it rest.
Overcome it.
You are better than this!
You deserve every tinge of happiness in your dreams when you sleep.
So sleep and when you wake up,
Learn to love yourself again.
 Nov 2014 Joanna Dowdell
Dev A
In the darkness of night
You stole my heart.

Four hours of constant conversation
Was all it took.
I didn't realize how much you stole.
Not until months later.

Another hour of constant conversation
And I began to realize.
You stole my heart
Piece be piece
Slowly, so slowly.

Some months later you made it clear.
Not only did you steal my heart,
You took my breath away.
After being broken for so long
You broke through the cage
And all my insecurities
To steal my most precious gift;
My broken, scarred heart.

It's been months since you broke into the vault;
You broke through my protection.
I lost my heart to you
But now i feel it breaking again.

You've stolen me
But you're breaking me now too.
I feel the cracks emerging.
How could I leave myself open for you to break in?
You've stolen me but I don't want to take it back.

I don't know how much of your heart I've stolen.
I wonder if you've realized
How much of me you've taken.
You consume my thoughts
Day and night.
But do I consume yours?

How much of your heart have I stolen?
How much of you actually cares about me?
Have you realized what you're doing?
Do you realize you're breaking me
Even while you're stealing me away?
I'm scared that I won't be able to fix this.
Not after all that's happened.

— The End —